Glad you did not have a lot of pain. I am facing the same thing myself in a few months ( at least I hope I have a few left.) I am scared of the whole thing. Were you???
Jean, I went back and looked at your very first post in which you said that you'd be on dialysis within a year. That post was dated 15 April, 2009. A little over 4 years ago, right? So, it must have been so hard for you, these past 4 years, watching your renal function slowly decline. I can empathize; I did that for 8 years, and I spent that 8 years in an almost constant state of anxiety. I didn't realize that now you are really that close to having to start dialysis. Is there any chance your kidneys might still be chugging along two years or so from now? Or do you really feel that it truly is a matter of months?
I don't blame you for being scared.