I didnt have a choice, i went into the hospital almost comatose and on a stretcher and woke up with this tube sticking out of my neck, was there for a month and then in October they put the fistula in my arm. Did that for 3 years (kicking and screaming of course) and now, thanks to my dietician who highly recommended me to go to PD cuz i couldnt stop gaining weight talked me through it, i watched videos, read books and asked alot of questions....and hopefully i will never have to look back at Hemo, (for now at least) but i am grateful it is there,,,,sorry guys