AAARRRRGH!!! I was to have seen the surgeon to be cleared so I could use my pd catheter AND go back to work. Nope. He has emergency surgery and cannot see me til the 15th. I have to continue with hemodialysis AND am NOT allowed to go back to work without that slip. I HATE this. I HATE it. I HATE hemodialysis. I feel horrible, I feel sick, this stupid catheter is so uncomfortable and I cannot get comfortable lying down OR sitting up. I can't eat, I don't want to, I want my life back!!!!Okay. My temper tantrum is over.
It's Saturday morning and I haven't gone to sleep yet. I'm so wired and so sore at the same time. I DO get to go back to work,yay! However, I have to continue hemodialysis for another week til my surgeon sees me next week. Bummer.I had a horrible time tonight. I cramped extensively for over an hour, from my feet to my knees, then my tube started hurting (weird, I know), then my hands. Man, that was miserable. I've cramped before, but NEVER like this. I was crying, and hyperventilating, it hurt so much. Now I can't sleep. I'm tired, but I just can't go to sleep. I hate this.