Dear Kitkatz I'm sorry.
And as you know we're nearly in the same boat, only I'm at home, so I don't miss anything and am less dependent on people like that. I looked through your and my posts to find why you didn't do HHD, but couldn't find it (I suppose we're posting too much
) But I seem to remember needling and home turning into hospital. Well it is still 1 room that looks like a spare bedroom with a D machine, and a landing that looks like a warehouse. It's not a perfect home, but it's mine to serve my life.
Needling is (in my case poor eyesight) a question of being very pissed of with situations like you mention, being even more pissed of with healthy people you are dependent on like you mention and sticking those needles in.
Lots of love, luck and strength, Cas