right now u feel like crap bc u need dialysis... once u start u will feel better, u will noticve that u will want to do things again. idk if it will have time to adjust in 2 day so that u can enjoyt ur fourth, but i hope for u u will feel up to enjoying time with them.... i htink just getting out and spending time with others will help u mentally. this D sucks, but sometimes its better than needing it and not having it