I thought a fistulagram was just an observation procedure as I have had previously where they do an ex-ray and an ultrasound scan and send the results to the dialysis clinic where it's then decided what course of action to take.
Yesterday they did the fistulagram and the treatment on the same day. Nobody had told me this at the clinic. I knew what the surgical procedure might entail but I just wasn't ready to have it sprung on me the same day.
Although my fistula is working it seems to be maturing very slowly as I have two veins developing and it was thought that eacjh one was stunting the development of the other. Also they haven't been able to get the pump speed past 250 because pressure builds up and the machine alarms and it was thought that maybe some stenosis (Vein thinning) had taken place in one area of the one of the veins. (The one that's used for needling)
The treatment entailed a wire inserted in the vein near the top of my arm I don't know if they had a camera on but the surgeon was watching a monitor screen. He shoved it down almost as far as my wrist. It showed a slight stenosis in two places. So far so good. Then they sent a balloon down the wire to about halfway between my wrist and elbow. Then out came the laughing gas WTF! This was supposed to numb the pain when they inflated the balloon. I had a few gulps and then they inflated the balloon. H-O-L-Y S-*-*-t *^&"!!#""" ABSOLUTE AGONY!! More gulps of laughing gas but I wasn't laughing. Then they moved it up a few inches an inflated it again. Not quite as bad maybe the gas was kicking in and then it was finished. I said what about the extra vein? The surgeon said that the fistula was good and the main vein will develope eventually but the second vein could provide an alternative should the other main vein pack up. So he said he wasn't going to tie it off.
I then had to wait until the gas wore off for about an hour. I swear if I had known about all this I wouldn't have arrived in my car.
I was booked for dialysis in the afternoon but my arm ached so badly I couldn't face the needles and I still felt a bit woozy from the gas so I phoned and told them I wasn't coming. The Sister said 'No you mustn't do that you can't miss you're dialysis'! I replied ''No I shouldn't have to miss dialysis but non of the staff at the unit prepared me for what happened this morning and if they had I could have arranged a swap with somebody from the Tuesday slot!
Anyway I didn't go I just took 2 paracetamols and slept all afternoon. It's Tuesday now, I'm at work and I feel OK just a slight ache in the arm but I feel well pissed off with my normally excellent clinic for not making me aware of what was going to happen yesterday