I wish you the very best of luck with your new fistula. Believe me, worrisome as your situation is, it's far better than my own.I've been trying to get a working fistula since March. I've had 3 surgeries already; and one fistula clotted up on me before I ever got one day's worth of use out of it. Beyond that, I haven't any family near where I live. I live alone. You have a great support network. I've had to find my own support here in this website, and also within myself.So I want you to know how much I envy your situation. Take care.