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« on: March 12, 2007, 03:03:52 PM »

My Dearest Epoman,  (nooo, that is not us,) let me start over,
Hey my Sucka Fish,
    I just wanted to let you know that I am missin' you like crazy.  I cant wait until we talk again, I cant wait until i can hug you again, I cant wait to make fun of each other like we do again.  I went to go visit you on Friday,  you were asleep though,  i wanted to wake you up so bad, but you looked too peaceful.    I am sure you knew i was there,  i am sure you heard me whispering "i love ya my sucka fish"  i hope you felt me hold your hand, i hope you heard my tears fall in your "bed"  i know, i know,  you were right, i am a big crybaby huh?  Thank you for always listening to me while i cry, i appreciate the fact that you never tried to stop me from crying, you just let me cry it out, DAMMIT PUTO, why'd you have to go so soon?  We had so much planned, well, you had all the plans, i was just going along for the ride, lol.  I miss hearing the excitement in your voice when you discovered something new and all it did was make me more confused, yesss, you are right again I AM A NOOB....  But remember, I AM THE BEST DAMN NOOB YOU'LL EVER KNOW... right?  right!   
    Boss,  i want to thank you for bringing so much joy to my life.  Remember when you told me you were a better person because of me,  I now know I AM THE BETTER PERSON for having YOU in MY life...  We were one hell of a team you and i, and man, do we have some sick sense of humor or what? lol,  I miss the laughs Boss, it is so hard to come to the site cuz i know you are not there.  It is comforting to come and chat with the friends here, without them and their support i really dont think i could've made it.  You are so right boss, they are an awesome group of people here and they all miss you too.
    Hey, i saw Trina and Nick,  they are doing good (which was a huge relief to see)  it made me happy to see them and i believe they were happy to see me too,  it felt so good when Nick saw me, he called me Auntie and gave me a tight hug.  And do you want to know what your wife told me?  She told me, get this boss, she told me " Now you know Bill would want me to give you a hard time so i am gonna"  Oh man, I am so ready for it too, BRING IT ON...  She knew all the shit you gave me so i am looking forward to keeping in touch with her.  My Skype is on 24/7 just so Nick and Trina can send me "Shout Outs"  lol,   I've been reading all of our chat logs starting from waaaay back in  September.  Damn, you better hope i dont write a book, lol,  i got some shit on you BIG TIME Amigo...  But you know what,  i wouldnt share it with anyone, that is my own personal little diary of me and my sucka fish.  Remember the "boneyard" incident?  lmao,,,  I'll throw that at Sam every once in awhile, drives him nuts.   I MISS YOU SUCKA FISH...
    Well, as i have said before, this is NOT GOODBYE, just a farewell until we see each other again (and we will be seeing each other again) Well, that is if you put in a good word for me with the Big Guy upstairs ;) ;)    ummm, you did go upstairs right??  lmao,, i know you did, no doubt there, i am just messin' (like i always do)  ::)
    And i am sorry for not posting, it is so hard just knowing you are not going to reply with a smartass remark like you usually do (i looked forward to those so much)  you really mean so much to me boss and I MISS YOU...


oh, and boss, one more thing..

I LOVE YOU MORE ;)


Love Always, 
Goofynina/Friend of Epoman aka my Sucka Fish/
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« Reply #1 on: March 12, 2007, 03:16:01 PM »

Why did you have to go and do this to me, Goofynina?  I thought my crying was over, and here I am blubbering like any thing.
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« Reply #2 on: March 31, 2007, 01:26:13 PM »

Hi Boss,   Just wanted to let you know that i was thinking of you.  I've been reading over our Skype chat logs and laughing my ass off, crying my ass off and just having a good ol' time remember each and every conversation.  The site has been doing good, it is missing something though, YOU,   We all feel the emptiness since you've been gone (especially me) :P   OH, guess what?  Remember all those times i would tell you how I was pissed cuz Sam wouldnt let me have a cat, lol, well guess what? He said i can get one,,, isnt that AWESOME, you called it Boss, you said as bratty as i am, i'd get one sooner or later, well, you were right (again) :P  But honestly, i think the family here at IHD had a huge part in it for which i will be forever greatful  ::)   Well Boss, i better go, i need to go check out some new members requests,  Sluff and I are doing our damndest to keep them Spammers out, so far so good, a couple may slip by but we catch them pretty quick (we learned from the best) ;)  You will be hearing from me again soon, I miss ya punk :P  My numero uno Sucka Fish ;)

your BIG sis,  >:(  ;)
Susie/Goofynina  :)
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« Reply #3 on: August 04, 2007, 11:31:24 PM »

Hey Boss,  I just had to let you know that i finally found it  :bandance;, you know how you loved to tease me with Tito's Taco's?? Well, i found a taco joint that i know you would've loved just as much (or maybe even more) :P   I have been searching for that "taco" ever since you took me to Tito's.  This place is called Chipotle's,   and believe you me, i thought of you with every bite, i know you would've liked it.  Well my sucka fish, I miss you, I love you and i am thinking of you ALWAYS!!!  Hope your putting in a good word for me with the Big Guy ;)   :bow;   

Love'n you ALWAYS and FOREVER  :cuddle;
your "big" sis,  Susie aka   ;musicalnote; Nooby nooby nooooooob ;musicalnote;
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« Reply #4 on: August 06, 2007, 11:12:58 PM »

 :wine; :wine; :wine; Happy Anniversary Boss *hiccup* ;)
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« Reply #5 on: August 07, 2007, 04:04:29 PM »

 :wine; :wine; :wine;

Agreed!
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