Want what we cant have

They tell u dont have this or that. And really everything we try to eat has something on one of our damn list we cant have.or in moderation,but u know when we do eat something even a small am6unt we think damn! Now I got to watch this and that all wk! They tell us in moderation, then get our labs and get a lecture! We know what makes us hurt and feel ok,its our bodies! So as long as we know our labs we know whats ok for our own selves
To a point. And if we learn the best places m our fistulas,and grafts ect, and watch where the needles work better we can guif the tech wear to advance the needles! Im here if anyone needs me to chat. Ask questions.vent. Know anything dialysis related, I am here for anyone! I have learned alot in 9 yrs on dialysis. Good and bad. Lots of surgeries.and willpower and my faith and prayers in god help.u always need support and love,and to believe in yourself and when u have had enough u can come let me help u throug