Hola!Finally I did it!!...last night I went to bed attached to the needles....8 hour run. I kind of slept, not much as I was way to aware of the tubbing, needles, worry that it would bleed....hmmmm.But...I made it. 8 hours straight. Tonight I'll give it another shot. My only problem is that all day today I been feeling uneasy, upset stomach and have the blues. I don't know if is related to the "semi-sleep" or just normal symptoms for after dialysis.And...having my left arm fingers numb most of the day didn't help....did I hurt my hand's nerves?....who knows....
FAILURE. Sorry to inform you all that last night it was an absolute disaster. I went to sleep with the machine running...but got lots of anxiety and at mid run, 2 am, I decided to turn on the lights and look at my needles...when checking the bleeding started in one of them. I stopped the treatment, felt hopeless and frustrated. To end up the disaster...I cried and cried...I couldn't make it. Today I feel like not doing it again. I can't sleep because I'm worried about the needles in my arm, so next day I'm all sick and tired. Then I'll do it again just to add more sleep deprivation and feel more tired again.Would I be able to conquer this one day?.....I feel really bad today. I couldn't reach my goal.
Quote from: jedimaster on October 22, 2006, 06:38:53 PMHola!Finally I did it!!...last night I went to bed attached to the needles....8 hour run. I kind of slept, not much as I was way to aware of the tubbing, needles, worry that it would bleed....hmmmm.But...I made it. 8 hours straight. Tonight I'll give it another shot. My only problem is that all day today I been feeling uneasy, upset stomach and have the blues. I don't know if is related to the "semi-sleep" or just normal symptoms for after dialysis.And...having my left arm fingers numb most of the day didn't help....did I hurt my hand's nerves?....who knows....So you did this treatment in your HOME right?http://ihatedialysis.com/forum/index.php?board=25.0 = Dialysis: Home Dialysis
Mods is short for moderators. Epoman was just waiting for one of them to move your post to the section that it fits in best. He likes the topics well organized so that it's are easy for people to find info on a particular subject.(It's showing up in the Home dialysis section on my computer right now. That seems right to me, but I don't know where you first posted it.)