For everyone who does their own needles, who trained you? I'm not comfortable with the dialysis center staff - most of whom were hired off the street and trained on the job.
Marvin doesn't self-cannulate (he still can't even look when the needles are going in -- even after all these years). However, when we were training for home hemo and establishing his buttonholes, the "expert" nurse from the floor came back to the training room and worked with me to establish the buttonholes. At first, she had me stand over Marvin and "fake" stick him to see how big my hands were, what angle I'd use because of my height, etc. She did the initial six sticks (sharps in same location), and then I took over with blunt needles. She was a pro! (And, by the way, that was the FIRST time I had ever stuck anybody with a needle -- I'm a high school teacher.) It was a piece of cake (though I was nervous to start with). I have also had to use sharps on his buttonholes several times (he's a quick healer and after his day off every week, we occasionally have to use a sharp to open the track back up -- usually only once a month or so). We sometimes see this same nurse when we go for Marvin's monthly check-ups at the clinic and she always remembers us (though the only time we ever saw her before was when we were establishing the buttonholes) and she wants to know how Marvin is doing on home hemo -- -- Miss Diane, Wilmington, NC, DaVita is the best in the world!!!!