Welcome to our community! Epoman founded this for just this reason - so people can have a place to rant, rave, rage or vent freely! And also for information, especially from those who have actually been through stuff, and not just from the 'professionals' who sometimes lack understanding.
I'm sorry for the daunting challenges your hubby is going through. It is clear that you will have to be the strong one, as he goes through all this. However, please know that you have a great group of caring and sharing people who will be with you all the way, if you let us. This is now your other family
Just keep reading and keep posting.
Bajanne, Moderator