Is it possible that there is any reason for this? I have never felt so awful until I began dialysis. Over thanksgiving break after missing two sessions, the cloud lifted and I could think clearly again. I am writing for the first time in months. I was also encouraged by the the responses on this forum reassuring me that NxStage or Home-hemo is a very different experience and thusly could possibly alleviate the symptoms I am experiencing.
So I just don't get it? Why drag your heels? is there that much money to be made off of little ol' Blue Cross? (I doubt it)
I haven't had him as a Nephrologist for long, I don't like him and I don't "trust" his opinion. No personal offense, but his center sucks balls, his staff is terrible and unprofessional and he is so... well, do know what people look like on Quaaludes? Thats how he is ALL the time. So discussing my current state doesn't mean much to him, he just wants to push me to transplant and after my first traumatizing experience with a Transplant Center I will not be put in that situation again till I have one doctor (out of the million that want a piece of me) JUST one good doctor!
He has god knows how many other in-center clients to deal with and I am just a nuisance, with all my urinating and needing to be able to work and crap
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No problem, like I said he's no Mr. Personality himself so why not just TRANSFER my care ASAP? I am starting to contemplate some litigious BS. Do you know any nephrologists in the Boston/Cambridge area who do home hemo who are taking new patients? Is anyone in a similar situation? Does anyone have the name of a good lawyer or mediator? Cause I am about to explode.