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Dialysis Discussion => Dialysis: General Discussion => Topic started by: KICKSTART on April 03, 2011, 03:50:58 AM

Title: Hell
Post by: KICKSTART on April 03, 2011, 03:50:58 AM
Cant say much right now but things have gone from bad to worse, so bad they are fitting me with a panic button. Im skipping and cutting short my D at the moment , i  have too ! . Will come back when i can.
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: chook on April 03, 2011, 04:56:11 AM
 Oh KS. I wish I could send you some words that would make things better. Your life seems to be such a struggle. PLEASE try to take care of yourself and your health. Feeling unwell will add to the drama but you know this. Will be watching for a post from you and keeping you in my thoughts!
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: looneytunes on April 03, 2011, 06:44:52 AM
KS...I'm thinking of you   :grouphug;
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Post by: boswife on April 03, 2011, 08:47:01 AM
Im grateful you let us know, but i wish for better for you :(
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Post by: YLGuy on April 03, 2011, 09:39:59 AM
I am so sorry. I hope things get better fast.  :grouphug;
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Post by: PatDowns on April 03, 2011, 10:24:07 AM
Cant say much right now but things have gone from bad to worse, so bad they are fitting me with a panic button. Im skipping and cutting short my D at the moment , i  have too ! . Will come back when i can.

I agree with Calypso's suggestion from a previous thread of yours - you need to seek professional counseling.  In addition to his comment that, "It is not normal to want to hurt yourself due to the actions of others bringing you down," leaving short cryptic messages on here, believing everyone is against you (paranoia) and taking on the martyr role are all signs of crying out for help.  Please get professional help and then know you have support on IHD.
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: willowtreewren on April 03, 2011, 12:39:20 PM
Cant say much right now but things have gone from bad to worse, so bad they are fitting me with a panic button. Im skipping and cutting short my D at the moment , i  have too ! . Will come back when i can.

I agree with Calypso's suggestion from a previous thread of yours - you need to seek professional counseling.  In addition to his comment that, "It is not normal to want to hurt yourself due to the actions of others bringing you down," leaving short cryptic messages on here, believing everyone is against you (paranoia) and taking on the martyr role are all signs of crying out for help.  Please get professional help and then know you have support on IHD.

Kickstart, I think you know that we care for our fellow travelers here on IHD and this is coming from someone who only knows you from your posts, BUT...

You have complained about how your mother and her sisters seem to need drama. It may be difficult for you to hear this, but recent posts and disappearing from the scene also make it appear that you have acquired some of these same traits. It is far from unusual for children to repeat personality characteristics of their parents, even if they do not like those characteristics. I wish I had a dollar (or Euro) for every time I heard my own mother speaking through my mouth!

I agree that counseling may help you deal with issues that go beyond difficulties with dialysis.

 :cuddle;

Aleta
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: Sax-O-Trix on April 03, 2011, 01:54:41 PM
 :cuddle;  I hope you are able to work through this current crisis!  There just has to be someone out there who can help you in person.  Don't leave any stones unturned!
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: Tracy on April 04, 2011, 08:42:26 AM
So glad to hear from you.  Hang in there!  :grouphug;
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: okarol on April 25, 2011, 07:51:56 PM
Thinking of you Kickstart, hope to hear from you soon.  :waving;
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: Ang on April 25, 2011, 11:32:57 PM
take care

come back even to say gidday when you feel :bump; up to it
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: Jean on April 26, 2011, 12:17:33 AM
 Anne, remember, keep your chin up. I know that may not help a whole lot, but it is sound advice   :cuddle; :cuddle;
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: monrein on April 26, 2011, 05:18:28 AM
 :grouphug; 
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Post by: Stoday on April 26, 2011, 04:15:16 PM
Oh dear! Kickstart hasn't posted anything for 24 days now. That's a record for Kicks.

I fear the worst.  :(
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: lola on April 26, 2011, 04:18:40 PM
can someone call her????
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: Brightsky69 on April 26, 2011, 04:39:19 PM
Hang in there
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: okarol on April 26, 2011, 05:06:58 PM
can someone call her????

She never gave her phone number for our emergency contact list.  ???
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: willowtreewren on April 26, 2011, 05:42:19 PM
 :'(
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: lmunchkin on April 26, 2011, 06:44:09 PM
KS, I have no idea what you are going through, but I want you to know that my heart aches for you and you are in my PRAYERS!!  Please, from what I have read earlier, don't do something stupid! Seek help from counseling. Or go to a Church for assistance!

We are here if you need to vent.  Let us be the "Whipping Post" for what you are going through. Just don't do something you may regret, okay?

lmunchkin     :pray;    :pray;
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: rsudock on April 26, 2011, 09:08:54 PM
Sending you love and comfort Anne!!!

xo,
Rachel
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: galvo on April 27, 2011, 12:34:22 AM
Come back soon, Kicky!
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: Brightsky69 on April 27, 2011, 07:18:15 AM
can someone call her????

She never gave her phone number for our emergency contact list.  ???

There is a list?? I didn't know that.
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: okarol on April 27, 2011, 08:47:33 AM
Emergency Contact List http://ihatedialysis.com/forum/index.php?topic=356.0
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: kitkatz on April 28, 2011, 08:56:50 PM
Sending love and support your way right now!
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: rsudock on May 01, 2011, 10:38:34 PM
sending love your way....hope you are back soon!

xo,
R
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: YLGuy on May 01, 2011, 10:58:54 PM
I have been in contact with Kickstart via her personal email.
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: rsudock on May 01, 2011, 11:04:44 PM
glad to know someone has been in contact with her YLGuy!! Please tell her I am thinking about her...

xo,
R
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: okarol on May 02, 2011, 12:42:49 AM
I have been in contact with Kickstart via her personal email.

Thanks for letting us know. I have been very worried as she doesn't respond to my messages.
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: Poppylicious on May 02, 2011, 02:44:54 AM
I have been in contact with Kickstart via her personal email.
Brilliant!  Hope she's okay.  Send her *huggles* from me.
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: willowtreewren on May 02, 2011, 04:53:22 AM
That is good to know, Marc.

 :thx;

Aleta
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: RichardMEL on May 02, 2011, 05:06:33 AM
Thank you for letting us know. I must admit even in the middle of my recent struggles my thoughts had been with KS and honestly feared the worst. She may not be OK, but she is still out there, and that at least is a comfort. I hope things are improving for her and she will come back sometime and let us know.
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: natnnnat on May 02, 2011, 06:47:48 AM
I have been in contact with Kickstart via her personal email.
O that's something, at least someone is in touch with her.
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: Jean on May 03, 2011, 11:51:18 PM
Awwww, come on Kicky, we miss you and you know we all look forward to your posts, good news or bad. Come on back!!!
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: Des on May 04, 2011, 12:11:39 AM
This is really scary now!

I am worried about you - just pop a note so that we know you'r ok. Pretty PLEEEEEEASE.

 :flower; :cuddle;
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: lola on May 04, 2011, 03:41:18 AM
I have been in contact with Kickstart via her personal email.

 :pray;..... Mark is she OK???? She has been having such a tough time, glad she has been in contact with you.... :grouphug;
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: lmunchkin on May 05, 2011, 07:12:01 PM
How is she, Mark?

lmunchkin
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: Des on May 05, 2011, 11:27:54 PM
I received two greeting cards from her on my e-mail. (Thanks KS) You are so special thinking of me - while you are going through the same thing.

 :flower;
Title: Re: Hell
Post by: natnnnat on May 11, 2011, 06:09:58 PM
Just dropped in to see if KS is back online.  I see she's messaged Des which is something.  Here's a quick hug Kickie, for when you read this, and maybe a flower
 :flower;
o better put the hug hadn't i
 :cuddle;
Hope you're alright too Des, seeing as you are going through the same thing.  Not good.  Keep posting.