Yep, that is sooo true, you know the saying, you never realize how much you need or care about someone until they are gone, dont be surprised if he shows up at your front door
Again, everyone, thanks.I'm going home to NY and my mom is ready to spoil me, and let me take care of myself. I'm actually quite looking forward to it.
Poohkari, I think about you often. I hope you continue to come here every so often to let us know how you are doing. We really want to know that you're ok, no matter what.