Adam, what's going on? How are you?
Oh, Adam, I am so sorry. I hope you get through until your appointment okay.I can't imagine going through any access procedure without any sedative but I greatly admire your resolve and courage. Hang in there. I know what it's like to be surrounded by very nice but incompetent medical professionals who are far more ignorant than they should be. Sometimes we just have to insist on good care and answers. (Where's that icon of kat's big stick?) Oh well, this will have to do. I have read that it is often possible to put in a natural A/V fistula in the vein above the graft, if the graft fails. Have you read anything about that? If I were you I'd ask the vascular surgeon about it and do some on-line research before, so you kind of know what to ask and if it is indeed likely to work. Of course, I am assuming that your graft is in your lower arm. Might be nice to get a break and use a cath while a new fistula heals. Please keep us posted and let us know how you are doing.
I just finished my treatment today, and even though I had another spray of blood, I survived it. I haven't pulled my needles yet, but I didn't have any trouble yesterday because I just held the gauze and my partner actually pulled the needles, enabling me to get pressure directly over the site immediately instead of twisting and turning my fingers around while pulling the needle. Tomorrow is my day off, and my appointment to get this fixed is early Thursday morning, so the next time I dialyze, hopefully this problem will be fixed. I'll let you all know what happens. Adam