Jannie, I don't like needles either so I look away when they're putting them in... look away and think of something nice (alas I can't say in a family forum like this
) and voila they're in and I'm off and running.
You will get used to it in time I'm sure.
I think it may take as long as 2-3 months before you start to feel better.. but everyone is different so don't take that as gospel. As I said in another thread they are likely still getting your settings, dry weight and meds settled as you do treatments and they monitor you and your labs... unfortunately with dialysis you can't expect miracles instantly.. these things take time.