I guess the way I see it, is my fistula is my life line. I don't want it to EVER go away. Even if I get another transplant. It will always be there for me. Mine is on my upper left arm and runs to my inner elbow. It is pretty big, but it doesn't bother me. I still wear short sleeved shirts and such. If anyone asks me What is that on your arm, I just tell them the truth. It is nothing to be ashamed of or embarrassed about. I wouldn't worry about it so much. You will be alright!
Hi cattlekid…My guess is that the reason your center is pushing you to have a fistula done is because catheters in general though not always tend to be very infection prone. An AV fistula is really not that bad. Mine is on the upper inside of my left arm and yes it has left a long visible pink scar but as Tracy explained it is your life line. Short sleeves hide mine completely, so when not in use I tend not to even think about it. The needles never have to hurt, your center should offer but some do not, or you can ask for lydacain injections which numbs the area and makes the needle insertion completely painless. As for the bruising, some might bruise because too much heparin is being used or lousy idiot techs. I have had slight bruising and it was caused by some minor bleeding under the skin, which happens on occasion. AV fistulas in general take about 3 o 4 months to completely heal and it is very important not to use them until they are. Make sure you research your vascular surgeon and ask how often he or she does this. Better yet ask your nephrologist to recommend one they trust. I am also looking forward to a transplant but I am very glad I had my fistula done early making the dialysis process as easy as it can be. We all go through enough stress, worrying about infection is just one less item to cross off your list. And in the event your donor is not a good candidate or for some reason your transplant were to fail , your AV fistula is always there to save your life. I am guessing a plastic surgeon could help minimize the scar but scars do fade over time. AV fistulas can also be reversed but when done well they are painless and always ready if and when you need them. It is wise to have a back up plan, as murphy's law is, if you have it you will never need it. Take care …RedHairedGirl
I've seen some that are barely visible, and some that are really scary. it's kind of tough call if you are worried about your appearance. I've had two grafts, upper and lower left arm. The bottom never got used (failed in a week), but the top one is pretty ugly from the spots where I was repeatedly stuck. I don't wear sleeveless shirts in public, but then, if I didn't have flabby upper arms, I probably would anyhow when it got warm. You do get used to it, and there are some really effective creams you can put on scars to minimize them, like Mederma. If you use them right after surgery, the scars are very faint.They may not be telling you is that fistulas and grafts frequently clot off days after a transplant, so the argument that you'll have one if you need to give the new kidney a boost isn't the best argument in my book. Mine stopped up days after my transplant, and I ended up with one of the horrid neck caths for a bit. You might want to weigh that thought in when you decide, too.They are pushing the fistula because the risk of infection is lower, and caths don't give as good an access, at least in general, as fistulas. Long term health stats say you'll do better with one. (Really, they are trying to do the right thing for you, even if you don't agree with their reasoning that scars shouldn't matter. Well, sorry, sometimes they do, no matter how much you know you shouldn't be worried about your looks!) As for the screaming with the needles part - well, that varies by patient. I didn't like it, but I didn't think it hurt that much, unless they hit a nerve. That's a shock you never want to repeat - it feels like you just electrocuted your arm and set it on fire. But some people are just uncomfortable and in pain every time, and sometimes the whole time the needles are in. You can get the lido shots, but they tend to toughen your skin over time. EMLA cream can work too, if you get the timing right, with less effect on your skin.I've never heard of anyone having plastic surgery afterward. I suppose it's possible, especially if yours clots off, but I doubt insurance is going to pay for anything they consider cosmetic.
how much can you do at D when you're on the machine with a fistula? Right now, I have full use of both of my hands so I can use my work laptop to work (and to post on IHD! ). If I'm not on my work laptop, I'm using my Nook to read a book or do crosswords. Can you still use both hands when you have a fistula?
buttonhole cannulation performed by the patient themselves in some studies have 0% aneurysm formation. I have had a fistula for over 5 years and I have only a very tiny pseudoaneurysm from the time I had to use sharps and not the dull buttonhole needles. In other words, having an ugly fistula filled with huge bumps and turns is not necessarily what you have to experience.On top of that, catheters greatly increase your chance of dying before you ever have an opportunity to obtain a transplant. Many studies show this, although no one can state what the outcome will be for an individual person. Nevertheless, the data is clear that the chances of survival are enhanced with a well functioning fistula. Daily dialysis, especially nocturnal daily dialysis has equal survival in a 2009 study comparing this option to cadaveric transplant. Living donor transplant does have the best outcomes of any renal replacement option.You may wish to discuss this information with your medical team to see if you are a candidate for these things.
For all sorts of reasons, my clinic is continually pushing me to obtain a fistula in lieu of my current cathether. I am being worked up for a transplant and have one live donor (my mom) also going through testing and a few others contemplating being tested as well. I started D at the end of January and so far, I've been able to appease the clinic manager by telling him that if this current set of donors doesn't pan out, I'll get the fistula. However, after seeing pictures of fistulas (my apologies to those who have them), I'm worried and nervous about how the fistula will look - truly, that's why I've been putting it off this long. I really don't want to have a permanent fistula if a transplant is around the corner.I happened to come across a thread here (or maybe somewhere else, I don't remember) about the ability to have plastic surgery post-transplant to have the fistula dealt with. Has anyone been through this? Did your insurance cover the surgery? Any advice would be greatly appreciated!!