I can only imagine what a mother goes through from what my mother has told me. You have to be strong and you are. It isn't just dialysis that has helped Jenna but you as a strong mother standing by her and sharing your strength. It is amazing how things change with time and how much the information here helps you along the way. Glad this Christmas is better than 3 years ago and hopefully January will turn out as well as we all are hoping it will! Good luck! And my prayers are with you and Jenna!