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will of the healthy makes up the fate of the sick.
« Reply #50 on: December 06, 2010, 04:12:25 PM »
Quote from: MooseMom on December 06, 2010, 04:09:43 PM
  I also suspect He knows I'm mad at Him...

me too moosemama....I feel guilty about that sometimes. that I am not a good believer for feeling that way....


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Born with autosomal recessive polycystic kidney disease
1995 - AV Fistula placed
Dec 7, 1999 cadaver transplant saved me from childhood dialysis!
10 transplant years = spleenectomy, gall bladder removed, liver biopsy, bone marrow aspiration.
July 27, 2010 Started dialysis for the first time ever.
June 21, 2011 2nd kidney nonrelated living donor
September 2013 Liver Cancer tumor.
October 2013 Ablation of liver tumor.
Now scans every 3 months to watch for new tumors.
Now Status 7 on the wait list for a liver.
How about another decade of solid health?
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« Reply #51 on: December 06, 2010, 04:23:04 PM »
Quote from: rsudock on December 06, 2010, 04:12:25 PM
me too moosemama....I feel guilty about that sometimes. that I am not a good believer for feeling that way....

I think you are a "good believer" for even considering the possibility that God exists despite ESRD.  I don't really question His existence, but I do question His motives.  What really angers me is when innocent children are made to suffer.  I don't want to worship any God that makes babies suffer a part of some great Plan...
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