Finally back on here for days was trying to remember my password grrrrrrrrrrrr. Anyway I'm still kicking got the best D center and the best Neph anyone could hope for. Yes still afraid of them darn needles and still going to counseling on that fear. I even have a signed contract saying they can't stick me until I am ready and only under my condition or councilor. It is so good to be in charge of my treatment and have my Neph backing me up.