My nephrologist has told me to expect to start dialysis in the coming year, and he's really pushing home hemo as the best alternative. I already have an upper-arm fistula (left arm, I'm more-or-less right-handed), and he says that it IS possible to essentially start doing home hemo, if I get the training ahead of time. The one thing that bothers me is the self-canulation.I assume that, like anything else, with a bit of experience, I can probably do it. Still, I would assume that it's maybe a bit more difficult doing an upper arm than a forearm. As much as I HATE needles, I think that I'd hate having somebody else stick me 3x a week even more.I guess what I want is for people who have been through this to share their stories. How difficult did you find doing this? What should I know before I get further into the training?