Hey Rich...this might be really stupid but could you negotiate to do the training with the proviso that you'll do everything from the time the needles are in, until the needles have to come out. That way you get what you need and they get one less patient to have to attend to fulltime...win, win. I bet you could set up easily too once you got the hang of it... but why would you want to add that time to your run?
Thanks. I think with them it's really a case or all or nothing. I appreciate that they thought about ways to keep me and them happy - because they did stress they wanted me to be happy with my role in treatments. I just explained to them(after I calmed down) that what annoyed me was that I had previously been allowed, and even encouraged at times, to do stuff like manage alarms and my pump speed and stuff like that then almost out of nowhere I was jumped on for doing what I had always done and quite rudely informed I was not to touch anything(it is true that the specific nurse who did that did apologise to me the next time she saw me) but I still felt like I had been treated like a naughty 4 year old and had tons of nurses coming to me over the next few sessions telling me the same thing like somehow I wasn't listening the first time or something (that got up my nose a bit I must say). Even the other day a nurse came to me said "Are you behaving today?" (geez!).
I'm pretty much over it now. I just leave it to them now if something screws up.. well not my problem.
I don't think they'd go for the "between needle time" stuff because they claim(and it makes sense) that they need to know what's going on so if I do crash or something they have a history of what happened. I mean previously I'd ALWAYS informed them if I felt like I was about to crash, or felt that I needed an extra BP check or something like that, and I'd always informed the nurse that was assigned to me of any changes I made to the pump speed, or UF or whatever - but that wasn't good enough for them. I think they're just worried about liability. I bet something happened with some other patient and they are trying to cover their backsides now.
I think it just could have been handled better if they cam and sat with me and discussed it rationally rather than jumping down my throat and treating me like a child who did something wrong even though I was just doing what I'd always been able to do in the past.
i discussed it with one of the bosses and she agreed that it had been confusing(for me) in the past that some had allowed me more leeway in managing my treatment than others and that from that point of view I hadn't been doing anything wrong per se but it just didn't fit the new regime.