Sara,
I Have an idea what Joe is feeling. I get very antsy too, a few time when a nurse who as not put me on before. I have started Panicing. Say stop all walked off the unit. I stay away for 15 to 30 Min's to try to calm down. That does usually works for me. But once you sit down in that chair you know you are trapped for the next few hours. It is alway a horrible feeling for me. I will never take tabs for the antsy, they used to force me to have Valium when I was child. "Never Forgot" 5mg 30 Min's before I go forced on the machine.
I was only ten at the time. But sometimes it all comes flooding back. Thats when I must get off the unit to get rid of those feeling. Then if a nurse misses with the first needle, my bp drops. I feel really panicy and anxious, have to get off the unit as soon as possible. Go for a coffee. Stay away for about 20Min's then come back to start again. A bit calmer, plus feeling like a fool for going off the unit
We will never get over it, But we can manage to live with the antsy.
Yours
Kevno
Look at "I hate Needles!!!!!!" The last post.