I Hate Dialysis Message Board
Dialysis Discussion => Dialysis: General Discussion => Topic started by: Dragonfly on April 27, 2013, 05:52:08 PM
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My daughters Dad died today. I feel bad for her and I have some hurt feelings about it. I started taking my xanax morning and night, I am about ready to take it in the afternoon. I am so stressed and so down that I constantly feel sick, pain all over, headaches, tiredness, pains in chest. I try to relax but it is so hard. If I wasn't so sick I would run around outside until I broke down and cried or collapse. My daughter is watching me like a hawk, everytime I look funny or complain about not being well or I need to sleep, she is ready to pack my hospital bag. I just hope that GOD lets everything go smoothly and I can continue on with my life in some positive way. I am just blowing of steam again, its the only place I seem to be able to do that. I have no one to talk to to comfort me. My daughter but she is having her own problems. I wish there was a talk line for people, but then I would be on it all day long. Dialysis is still making me sick, I kept running to the bathroom all day. I have no idea why I get so sick from dialysis, it use to be that I would get sick right after but now it waits until the next day. I am going to try to go to bed early tonight and try to get some extra rest. I hope everyone has a good night.
Dragonfly
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Yes, the bridge between dispare and hope is a good night's rest. Let us know what a new day brings.
:pray;
Hang in there.
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Im sorry Dragonfly... I hope you sleep well and it brings some peace.. :grouphug; :pray;
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Take it slow and let only the present on your mind. Can't change the past, or fortell the future. For now, take care of yourself.
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Sorry for your families loss, everything seems to crumble at the same time and you never get a chance to recover. Keep on fighting, that is all we can do.
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If you'd like to chat, please message me on here with your number. My son lost his father last year. I can relate.
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My daughter lost her Dad too! It was a very sad situation for her. Sorry for her loss, Dragonfly. Sorry you are dealing with all of this too. I can only imagine the pain you must feel.
Be good to yourself. Dont be so hard. Praying is all we can do.
God Bless,
lmunchkin :kickstart;
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Just want to send out a big thank you to everyone. I haven't been on because my lupus is flaring so I haven't been feeling so good.