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Title: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Epoman on December 02, 2006, 03:13:34 PM
Atrial Fibrillation

NORMAL
(http://www.ihatedialysis.com/images/Heart_conduct_sinus.gif)

A-Fib
(http://www.ihatedialysis.com/images/Heart_conduct_atrialfib.gif)

PLEASE READ AND REPLY IF YOU HAVE BEEN IN A-FIB. I don't mean have an irregular heart, I mean you have been told you were in A-Fib.

Well as you know I have had irregular heartbeats/rates in the past. If you had read this thread http://ihatedialysis.com/forum/index.php?topic=469.0 that I replied in. Well I can go weeks with no irregular heartbeats. Well since Wednesday (today is Saturday) I have been in A-Fib (Atrial Fibrillation) and it sucks. I have never had a episode last this long. So last night I went to the ER after my wife go off of work and sure enough I am in A-Fib. According to my past EKG's I have had irregular episodes but never been in A-Fib.  :'( So I was at the ER and they gave me some meds to lower my pulse rate which was about 90-110 which is not too bad, but I still felt bad, no chest pain but the bad thing about being in A-Fib is that your blood can pool in the top chambers and form clots and then they can dislodge and go to the brain and cause a "stroke"  >:( Here are some images of what A-fib is all about:

(http://www.ihatedialysis.com/images/a-fib01.gif)

(http://www.ihatedialysis.com/images/a-fib02.gif)

So as I said I went to ER and I got this one doctor who was very quick and VERY uncompassionate. And would even not talk to me about options, he said the first step is lets just give you meds to lower your rate and it may put you back into Sinus Rhythm, what is Sinus Rhythm you may ask? Well that is the normal method that your heart should be in. The meds didn't work after 3 doses via IV and he came back and told me they would be keeping me for an Echo and Cardioversion most likely. Cardioversion is:

Quote
Electrical Cardioversion

Electrical cardioversion is used to terminate atrial fibrillation but in and of itself has no long-term effect on the recurrence of AF. Patients are generally admitted as an outpatient to the hospital, placed on a heart monitor, an intravenous form of anesthetic is given and patches are placed on the chest.

Once the patient is completely anesthetized, a small electrical charge over the heart is delivered. This electrical charge causes a momentary electrical discharge of all the cardiac cells and allows the primary pacemaker, the SA node, to take control of the rhythm, thus stopping the atrial fibrillation and resetting the heart.

Sometimes, cardioversion is done in conjunction with antiarrhythmic medications to reduce the likelihood of recurrence of the AF.


Sounds fun huh? But it is an outpatient procedure and is supposed to get your heart back into Sinus Rhythm. So I was waiting while the doctor called a consult, and finally another doctor came in, not a cardiologist but an "Internal Medicine" doctor (the one the other doctor consulted with). He basically said I am in STABLE A-Fib my pulse rate is good now, I am still in A-Fib however but he thinks it is an isolated event and will go away on it's own and it may indeed be due to my Thyroid issue. And then he said I can go home if I want and talk to my doctor on Monday to see what she wants to do. I asked well what about blood thinners to reduce the risk of clots forming since I am in a-fib? He said I didn't need it. But I explained to him that I have had this problem for 3 days straight non-stop. He said it's fine not to worry he believes it is "Paroxysmal AF" which is:

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Paroxysmal AF occurs intermittently and varies in frequency and duration from a few seconds to more protracted episodes lasting several hours or even days.


I hope he is right because I hope I don't have "Persistent AF" which is:

Quote
Persistent AF on the other hand, becomes the primary heart rhythm and it is usually unresponsive to medical therapy or other non-pharmacologic interventions such as electrical cardioversion. This form of AF is typically seen in an older population.

So I went home, I was tired and my arm was sore after them trying to draw blood and get an IV going, it took several tries and a few blown veins until I finally got someone who knew what they were doing. So my arm was in pain and I just wanted to go home, and I figured they wouldn't release me if they felt I was in danger. I hope.  :-\ But now I am worried that I am doing more damage to my heart being in A-fib for going 4 days now. My heart just won't go back into Sinus Rhythm.

Any advice? I am very worried that I have a major problem. I had an Angio done last year and it looked great (no blockages), I had an Echo done last year and it looked good but my heart is enlarged. So either this is Thyroid problems or I have something that the doctors have not discovered. I am really worried about being in A-fib for 4 days now and I hope someone out there can give me some encouraging advice.

More information will be added as this thread grows.

- Epoman
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Sara on December 02, 2006, 04:24:01 PM
If it's not one thing, it's another, huh?  I wish I had some advice for you.  Hopefully someone on here does.   :cuddle;
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Fighter on December 02, 2006, 06:05:03 PM
Hmm, I 'm not sure this will be very helpful but Dr Weil swears by his breathing exercises for heart arrhythmias(amongst other problems, actually he thinks everybody should be doing this):
http://www.drweil.com/drw/u/id/ART00521

Also this is a link to some info about atrial fibrillation and a number of therapies:
http://www.medical-library.net/sites/framer.html?/sites/_atrial_fibrillation.html

Sorry I don't know much about this problem because it doesn't concern me directly but if you want I can help you research it.
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Black on December 02, 2006, 06:43:01 PM
Sorry I can't speak from experience, but I did find a couple of things you may or may not have seen. See below.

We have discussed your thyroid previously and I was, at the time, amazed that your TSH was so far above normal range -- you appeared to be grossly under-treated and hypothyroid.  A-Fib is sometimes related to hyperthyroid.  So, unless your thyroid condition has changed drastically in a few months,  it's probably not related to the A-Fib.

Sure am sorry you're having to deal with this and hope it is resolved quickly.

1) The Atrial Fibrillation Foundation has a web site with many links to information on common Q & A, medications, procedures, research, and other information.

http://www.affacts.org/index.html

2) And this recent study on defibrillators.

Can defibrillators prolong survival in dialysis patients?

October 2, 2006  Marlene Busko

From Medscape Medical News—a professional news service of WebMD

Chicago, IL - In a retrospective study, dialysis patients who had implantable cardiac defibrillator (ICD) therapy were more likely to receive appropriate shocks for ventricular tachycardia or ventricular fibrillation, but they also had worse survival compared with a nondialysis cohort [1].

Study author Dr Rod S Passman (Northwestern University Feinberg School of Medicine, Chicago, IL) said: "Being on dialysis was the greatest predictor of using the device for a particular tachyarrhythmia. However, even though these devices were in place and were being used [appropriately], dialysis patients still had a survival significantly less than patients without dialysis. In a sense, this is not terribly surprising, because we know that dialysis patients have a lot of competing comorbidities and that perhaps decreasing the risk of sudden death with a defibrillator still leaves them open to dying from other diseases."

He added that since this was a retrospective study with inherent study design biases, it could not answer the question of whether defibrillators can actually prolong life in dialysis patients.

The study will appear in the October 2006 issue of Heart Rhythm.

High risk of sudden cardiac death
Cardiac disease is the leading cause of death in dialysis patients, and 61% of all cardiac deaths in these patients are due to cardiac arrest and/or arrhythmia, the group, with first author Dr Jason Robin (Northwestern Memorial Hospital, Chicago, IL), writes. Current guidelines do not exclude dialysis patients from receiving ICD implants, yet ICD trials have either excluded these patients or not presented subgroup data for them, they note.

The investigators aimed to evaluate whether having end-stage renal disease (ESRD) was an independent risk factor for appropriate ICD therapy, which was defined as shock and/or antitachycardia pacing for ventricular tachyarrhythmias. Patients were considered to have ESRD if they were on dialysis before implantation of the device and did not receive a kidney transplant during the study follow-up period. The study's secondary objective was to compare long-term survival of ICD recipients with and without ESRD.

The team analyzed data from 585 patients (mean age 63±15 years; 79% male) who were implanted with an ICD and received follow-up care at Northwestern Memorial Hospital from May 1992 to December 2003. Of the entire cohort, 19 patients (3.2%) had ESRD. These 16 hemodialysis and three peritoneal dialysis patients had been on dialysis for a mean of 3.1±3.2 years before implantation of the ICD.

Appropriate shocks, shorter survival
During the average follow-up of 2.2±2.4 years, 156 patients (26%) received appropriate defibrillator shocks. Compared with patients without ESRD, those with ESRD were more likely to receive appropriate ICD therapy (47% vs 26%, p=0.05) and to receive the shocks sooner (1.8 vs 6.0 years; log-rank p=0.013).

On the other hand, the median survival after ICD implant was shorter for the ESRD patients than for the patients without ESRD (3.2 vs 7.4 years; log-rank p=0.009). The cause of death was available for six of the seven deceased dialysis patients; three died of sepsis, two died of heart failure, and one died of nonspecified cardiac arrest.

Impact of ESRD vs no ERSD on appropriate ICD therapy, survival

(You'll have to go to the site to see this -- formatting lost)

End point
 HR (95% CI)
 
Time to first appropriate ICD therapy
 2.30 (1.17-4.54)
 
All-cause mortality
 3.54 (1.60-7.82)
 
 
More study needed, potential for great impact
Study limitations include its small size, single-center population, and retrospective design. The authors note, however, that use of ICDs in this population is very low. For example, Dr Charles Herzog (Minneapolis Medical Research Foundation in Minneapolis, MN) and colleagues showed recently that only 460 of 6042 (7.6%) dialysis patients in the United States Renal Data System database who survived sudden cardiac death were implanted with a defibrillator; compared with the patients who did not receive an ICD, those who did had a 42% lower risk of death [2]. Robin and colleagues write that despite the reduced survival of dialysis patients who received an ICD in their study, the findings by Herzog and colleagues underscore the potential benefit of ICDs within the dialysis population.

"The good news from our study is that those [dialysis] patients who died did not die from sudden death," Passman said. "What I would want to emphasize is that perhaps in dialysis patients who are currently indicated to receive a defibrillator—patients who are on dialysis with low ejection fraction or who have survived sudden death—some may be too sick to benefit. . . . I believe that the risk of sudden death persists even in dialysis patients with more preserved ejection fractions, and perhaps those are the patients who may benefit most from having a defibrillator."

He added that this is a unique patient population that has been largely ignored in major cardiology trials, and their rates of sudden death are equal to that of the post-MI population to whom a great amount of resources are devoted. "I think that the cardiology community needs to consider specially designed trials in the dialysis population. It is a rapidly expanding patient population with great prevalence of cardiovascular risk factors, coronary disease, and heart failure, and yet we know very little about how to prolong the lives of these patients. . . . This shows more work needs to be done—there is no doubt—but I also think that there is the potential for great impact in this population," he concluded.

Coauthors Drs Alan Kadish and Jeffrey Goldberger receive research funding from Medtronic, Guidant, and St Jude; Passman receives research funding from Medtronic and St Jude and receives salary support from a National Institutes of Health K23 award.

The complete contents of Medscape Medical News, a professional news service of WebMD, can be found at www.medscape.com, a website for medical professionals.
 
 http://www.theheart.org/article/745359.do
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: JerseyGirl on December 02, 2006, 07:54:22 PM
Please while you are working this out and learning how to cope with it make sure your serum potassium levels remain WNL.  In other words, watch your potassium closely.  Keeping the potassium level between 4.0 -5.5 is optimal and essential at this point. Too low or too high potassium can adversely affect your cardiac muscle.  They may put you on digoxin as well.  Good luck our dear EPOMAN. We are here for you!
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: jbeany on December 02, 2006, 07:57:01 PM
No answers from me - just thinking positive thoughts for you.  :grouphug;
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: kitkatz on December 03, 2006, 12:46:11 AM
Oh man, I agree. If it is not one thing it is another with you!  I have no idea whay to tell you. other than I hope you feel better.
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Rerun on December 03, 2006, 01:10:25 AM
It is exhausting isn't it?  I hate it when I can feel my heart doing weird things.  I would want to believe that doctor, but I also know they can be unreliable!
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Joe Paul on December 03, 2006, 02:30:25 AM
Man, sorry to hear about this, hope it works out soon.
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Sluff on December 03, 2006, 05:41:10 AM
Wish there was something I could do to help.  :(  I knew something was up. All I can do is wish you well and pray things work out to the good.
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: angela515 on December 03, 2006, 12:34:24 PM
I'm sorry I can't offer any advise or suggestions... but I can offer positive thoughts. Keep us posted hun.  :grouphug;
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Nan on December 03, 2006, 09:53:35 PM
I am so very sorry, this is how we all learn about things that can happen to each and everyone of us, just sorry that it is "you" who is teaching us...I promise to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: MattyBoy100 on December 04, 2006, 01:34:23 AM
I have no helpful advice either Epoman, just want to say that I hope you get to the bottom of this. 
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: AlasdairUK on December 04, 2006, 05:16:26 AM
Hey Epoman,

I hope you manage to sort yourself out soon.  :grouphug;

PS. as Fighter stated: I'm happy to help research if you need, What don't you know that we do. Not a lot I think.

Best Wishes,

Alasdair
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: nextnoel on December 04, 2006, 06:45:17 AM
I'm so sorry for your new trouble (and for your old troubles, too)!  There should be a lifetime limit to how many problems one person can have.  I have no experience with this particular problem, but I am sending positive thoughts your way, and hoping the problem will be resolved satisfactorily very soon!  :grouphug;
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Epoman on December 04, 2006, 12:38:58 PM
Well last night my "A-Fib" stopped on it's own after 5 days.  :( I am happy it stopped but now I am worried when it will come back and if it will last that long again. I am still going to go see my cardiologist (again) for advice. Thanks for all the warm thoughts. Just thought I would update everyone and let them know my heart is back to normal rhythm for now.  :-[

- Epoman
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: okarol on December 04, 2006, 12:43:25 PM
Thanks for the update. I hope you stableize and it stays away, whatever caused it.
Best wishes,
Karol
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: mallory on December 04, 2006, 01:07:53 PM
Hey Epoman, sorry about this, you don't need something else to worry about.  I have a friend who has this.  He has had that electrical cardioversion to stop it, and they told him that if it worked, it probably wouldn't come back.  It did work but it did come back, twice.  So he had the electrical cardioversion again each time, and he hasn't had it again.

They told him to get a heart rate monitor watch and to monitor his heart rate with it, and to watch his potassium very carefully.  He has been fine for about six months, no more episodes.

Now keep in mind, I have no medical training, but could they try something like Coreg?  I take Coreg for my blood pressure and one of the benefits of Coreg is that it slows your heart rate down.  They keep telling me to watch my heart rate that it doesn't get too slow.  Just a thought.

Hope you're feeling better.
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Epoman on December 05, 2006, 12:13:45 AM
Well last night my "A-Fib" stopped on it's own after 5 days.  :( I am happy it stopped but now I am worried when it will come back and if it will last that long again. I am still going to go see my cardiologist (again) for advice. Thanks for all the warm thoughts. Just thought I would update everyone and let them know my heart is back to normal rhythm for now.  :-[

- Epoman

Just quoting myself, this whole a-fib situation has really got me depressed and worried more than I have ever been in my whole life. I can and have handled all the other bullshit, but now we are talking about my heart. That's the last straw, I feel like I don't have much time left with my son and it makes me so sad, but not sad for me, but sad knowing that my son will cry so much and feel such a loss, since him and I are so close. Why should such a small person have to feel such pain at such a young age? Why GOD?

Please GOD if you are watching while I type this (I know you are), please let my son become a man before you take his father, I know he won't be the first or the last to lose a father at such a young age. But please Lord I will do anything, I don't care about myself. I just beg you GOD, let me finish the job you let me start in the first place. Let me raise my son, then after he is an adult you can have me. Nick is yours GOD and I am just borrowing him on this earth, you made me his father to guide him and to show him your greatness. So let me live long enough to guide him to you. Keep this beaten heart pumping for a little while longer, if not for my sake, for a little innocent young mans sake. If something were to happen to me, it would alter his life for ever. If I have done things in this lifetime to warrant such a sickened body, then punish me until you see fit, but please do not punish YOUR "other" son Nick.
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: JerseyGirl on December 05, 2006, 05:01:16 AM
Dear EPOMAN - truth be told many people have a fib and live with it for years and years.  Follow up with your cardiologist as planned.  I know it is different when it is you but hang in there!  While I have no crystal ball  - noone does - you will probably overcome this!  My best to you today, and your very dear little one!
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: nextnoel on December 05, 2006, 05:54:17 AM
I'm SO sorry you're having such trials.  I pray your heart, which is so big, will remain in normal rhythm for many years to come; Epokid is indeed fortunate to have such a loving parent, and I hope he has you in person for a long, lonnnng time.   :grouphug;   
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Ken Shelmerdine on December 05, 2006, 06:01:49 AM
Epoman

Sorry to hear you are having this problem. I would have thought you should be on blood thinners at the very least to guard against clots forming.  I experienced this about 3 years ago when I had about 3 x 24 to 48 hour main episodes where I was in AF and several small ones of a few minutes to a couple of hours. It's probably temporary but I know only too well how it's difficult not to worry no matter what you are told. It's so difficult to get rid of that panicky feeling of not being in control and any minute it's going to be goodnight Vienna. I would insist on bloodthinners. I still take Warfarin now as a safeguard for if or when I go into AF again although touch wood it hasn't happened since. One things for sure, try not to panic about it as I did because I think it only exacerbates the problem, easier said than done I know, I've been there.
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: *kana* on December 05, 2006, 04:38:56 PM
Hello Epoman!

I would have posted to you yesterday, but had to wait for that darn moderator to manually activate me. :D  ;)
 I know that you will tell me to go post an intro,  but I am a lurker and plan on staying that way for a while yet.  I'm pre-dialysis so I'm not ready to be here fully, but wanted to offer you some encouragement.  Your forum is preparing me for my future. This is my small way of saying thank you to you and your members.  If I can help you then I help them because it is obvious that they care so much for you.   

I'm a register Cardiac Ultrasound tech (echo) and see many people, young and old, in and out of A-fib that live with this condition just fine.  The reason that you probably have a problem with this is because of your enlarged heart caused by your other medical problems.   Do you happen to know the size of your atrium's?  This is key in knowing if you will stay in normal sinus rhythm with medication and/or cardioversion.   

The potential for clots to form are there, but if your heart function(ejection fraction) is still really good then your risk is a lot less.  We typically see elderly people with barely any function with clots, not in the chamber of the heart itself, but in the left atrial appendage.  The appendage is a small pouch in the left atrium that serves no purpose.  I see a lot of young dialysis patients BUT it isn't a common thing to see clots in their heart.  I know that you are terrified and it feels that your world is falling apart once again.  You seem like a very strong person and I know that you will do very well with this after you absorb it all. 

They normally start you out on medication and if that doesn't work then they would need to cardiovert you.

 This is exactly what our hospital does.
Most of our patients come in 1 1/2 hours prior to having a Transesphogeal Echo and Cardioversion and leave a couple hours after the  procedure.  We start an IV and make sure that you haven't had anything to eat or drink in the past 6 hours.  You will sign a consent.  They will sit you up and listen to your lungs and put a large patch on your chest and back.  They will then hook you up to the EKG monitor, Blood pressure cuff,  Pulse Oximetry and Oxygen.  They will normally have 1 nurse, Doctor and Echo tech in the room. 
They start by spraying your throat three times with cetacaine or other numbing agent.  My patients always tell me that that is the worst part of the entire test.  Rotten bananas is what it smells like, cheap whiskey is what it tastes like.   They then will give you something to make you sleepy or nothing at all if you want to be awake for it.  We do have a few patients that will go thru the TEE without sedation.  Me, I'd want the drugs if they are giving them!  :)

After you are sleepy they will give you a bite block to bite on and then put the TEE scope to the back of your throat and ask you to swallow.  The scope is about as big around as your little pinky finger and most patients have no problem swallowing it.  When they get the scope down they will look at your heart from the esophagus and briefly from the stomach.  You might feel a bit of pressure when they move the scope around, but many people don't and are surprised when we tell them we are finished.

We do TEE's vs Echo's because the appendage can NOT be seen on a surface(chest) Echocardiogram. 

After they pull out the scope they will give you more sedation for the cardioversion.  Many many many people go thru a cardioversion without remembering a thing when given more of the same drugs they gave for the TEE.  I do think there are people out there that are not given enough sedation and do remember, so that being said...I'd personally demand that someone from anesthesia be there to sedate me.  If they don't honor that wish then when they try to wake you up and you hear them, open your eyes or move. 

They will then shock you back into normal rhythm, get an EKG to confirm it and then take you back to your room. 

I hope that I didn't scare you more and some of the stuff helped you understand a bit more.  It is important to know what your heart size measures and how well it is squeezing.  Ask them to send you a copy of your Echo report and PM me if you want my opinion on what is viewed as normal, enlarged or severally enlarged.                     
     
Take care and know that there are many here that care about your well being....even the lurkers.  :)



 
             

Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: mallory on December 05, 2006, 04:58:08 PM
*kana*, that was a great, caring, post!  You should post more, you'd be a welcome addition to the site.  I'm pre-dialysis too (I start tomorrow!), so you'd fit right in.  Looking forward to hearing more from you!
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Panda_9 on December 06, 2006, 04:51:42 AM
I have been having palpitations lately and some chest pain. Had an echo and a holter monitor on for 24hrs. Its been a few weeks now and havent heard anything back.
Have you had a holter monitor before EPO?
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: nextnoel on December 06, 2006, 06:26:33 AM
Kana, very interesting post.  HEY, JOIN IN AND INTRODUCE YOURSELF, DON'T JUST LURK!  I'm pre-dialysis too, and feel because of the info I'm getting on this site that when my turn comes, I'm going to be so darned well-informed, that I'll have an excellent chance to make my remaining years as long and healthy as possible, and avoid a lot of potholes along the way.

Besides, there are lots of situations where I identify with the problems people are having, maybe not from a been-there-done-that point of view, but from a human one, and I hope my experiences dealing with other difficulties in life have given me some empathy and insight that can serve others in a positive sort of way.  (And if I'm wrong, somebody please tell me, because I don't want to be just a "user"!)

So come on out and play!
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Epoman on December 07, 2006, 01:51:01 PM
Hello Epoman!

I would have posted to you yesterday, but had to wait for that darn moderator to manually activate me. :D  ;)
 I know that you will tell me to go post an intro,  but I am a lurker and plan on staying that way for a while yet.  I'm pre-dialysis so I'm not ready to be here fully, but wanted to offer you some encouragement.  Your forum is preparing me for my future. This is my small way of saying thank you to you and your members.  If I can help you then I help them because it is obvious that they care so much for you.   

I'm a register Cardiac Ultrasound tech (echo) and see many people, young and old, in and out of A-fib that live with this condition just fine.  The reason that you probably have a problem with this is because of your enlarged heart caused by your other medical problems.   Do you happen to know the size of your atrium's?  This is key in knowing if you will stay in normal sinus rhythm with medication and/or cardioversion.   

The potential for clots to form are there, but if your heart function(ejection fraction) is still really good then your risk is a lot less.  We typically see elderly people with barely any function with clots, not in the chamber of the heart itself, but in the left atrial appendage.  The appendage is a small pouch in the left atrium that serves no purpose.  I see a lot of young dialysis patients BUT it isn't a common thing to see clots in their heart.  I know that you are terrified and it feels that your world is falling apart once again.  You seem like a very strong person and I know that you will do very well with this after you absorb it all. 

They normally start you out on medication and if that doesn't work then they would need to cardiovert you.

 This is exactly what our hospital does.
Most of our patients come in 1 1/2 hours prior to having a Transesphogeal Echo and Cardioversion and leave a couple hours after the  procedure.  We start an IV and make sure that you haven't had anything to eat or drink in the past 6 hours.  You will sign a consent.  They will sit you up and listen to your lungs and put a large patch on your chest and back.  They will then hook you up to the EKG monitor, Blood pressure cuff,  Pulse Oximetry and Oxygen.  They will normally have 1 nurse, Doctor and Echo tech in the room. 
They start by spraying your throat three times with cetacaine or other numbing agent.  My patients always tell me that that is the worst part of the entire test.  Rotten bananas is what it smells like, cheap whiskey is what it tastes like.   They then will give you something to make you sleepy or nothing at all if you want to be awake for it.  We do have a few patients that will go thru the TEE without sedation.  Me, I'd want the drugs if they are giving them!  :)

After you are sleepy they will give you a bite block to bite on and then put the TEE scope to the back of your throat and ask you to swallow.  The scope is about as big around as your little pinky finger and most patients have no problem swallowing it.  When they get the scope down they will look at your heart from the esophagus and briefly from the stomach.  You might feel a bit of pressure when they move the scope around, but many people don't and are surprised when we tell them we are finished.

We do TEE's vs Echo's because the appendage can NOT be seen on a surface(chest) Echocardiogram. 

After they pull out the scope they will give you more sedation for the cardioversion.  Many many many people go thru a cardioversion without remembering a thing when given more of the same drugs they gave for the TEE.  I do think there are people out there that are not given enough sedation and do remember, so that being said...I'd personally demand that someone from anesthesia be there to sedate me.  If they don't honor that wish then when they try to wake you up and you hear them, open your eyes or move. 

They will then shock you back into normal rhythm, get an EKG to confirm it and then take you back to your room. 

I hope that I didn't scare you more and some of the stuff helped you understand a bit more.  It is important to know what your heart size measures and how well it is squeezing.  Ask them to send you a copy of your Echo report and PM me if you want my opinion on what is viewed as normal, enlarged or severally enlarged.                     
     
Take care and know that there are many here that care about your well being....even the lurkers.  :)


Thank you for the wonderful post, it was very helpful. Also I went to see the cardiologist and he to assurd me that I can live with A-fib and I will not die from it. I had an "Echo" done and they said it looked good and I have good heart fuction, it is enlarged but not to bad, and the echo tech said I do have a couple of "Murmurs " but she said a lot of people have murmurs. The doctor and I decided to hold off of taking "Coumadin" because of the risks involved and since I am not in "Persistant AF"

So far so good, it has been 4 days that I have been back in "Sinus Rhythm" I have been taking a beta-blocker to keep my rate down and so far so good. My heart rate and BP and have PERFECT the last 4 days. Lets hope it stays that way. When the A-Fib comes back I will try to remain calm and try to remember that I will not die from it and I really don't have to worry unless my pulse rate is really high like 110+ or higher. The main goal is to get my rate down to minimize symptoms.

I will keep you all updated.

- Epoman
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Post by: Zach on December 07, 2006, 09:19:33 PM
Good for you, Epoman!
 :beer1;
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Post by: goofynina on December 07, 2006, 10:05:09 PM
What did i tell ya?? mmhmmm, but do you listen to meeee?? nooooo, you have to have a "doctor" tell you that your fine *rolls eyes* ::)   Boss, i am just glad your fine, take care of yourself, Epokid, your wife and well, WE ALL NEED YOU ;) ;) :grouphug;
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Post by: angieskidney on December 08, 2006, 05:39:32 AM
I was wrong when I said I didn't see the A-Fib thread. I did.. I just forgot what the heck A-Fib meant. I am glad they said you can live with this but hopefully they will give you any advice you need along the way.

Also it is a good thing you are on daily hemo as I find that inclinic my pulse goes up to 140 which would not be good with AF, am I right? Hope things stay good and get better.
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Post by: Sluff on December 08, 2006, 05:44:05 AM
 :yahoo; :yahoo; I'm glad the prognosis is good. :yahoo; :yahoo;
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Post by: angela515 on December 08, 2006, 05:48:37 AM
 :clap; Glad it went well.
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Post by: Sluff on December 08, 2006, 06:18:07 AM
*kana*  your a class act.  :grouphug;
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Post by: angieskidney on December 08, 2006, 06:22:49 AM
Hello Epoman!

I would have posted to you yesterday, but had to wait for that darn moderator to manually activate me. :D  ;)
Ya *Kana* IS a class act! Out of all the first posts this was the most caring!  :cuddle;
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Post by: Sluff on December 08, 2006, 01:28:39 PM
Well last night my "A-Fib" stopped on it's own after 5 days.  :( I am happy it stopped but now I am worried when it will come back and if it will last that long again. I am still going to go see my cardiologist (again) for advice. Thanks for all the warm thoughts. Just thought I would update everyone and let them know my heart is back to normal rhythm for now.  :-[

- Epoman

Just quoting myself, this whole a-fib situation has really got me depressed and worried more than I have ever been in my whole life. I can and have handled all the other bullshit, but now we are talking about my heart. That's the last straw, I feel like I don't have much time left with my son and it makes me so sad, but not sad for me, but sad knowing that my son will cry so much and feel such a loss, since him and I are so close. Why should such a small person have to feel such pain at such a young age? Why GOD?

Please GOD if you are watching while I type this (I know you are), please let my son become a man before you take his father, I know he won't be the first or the last to lose a father at such a young age. But please Lord I will do anything, I don't care about myself. I just beg you GOD, let me finish the job you let me start in the first place. Let me raise my son, then after he is an adult you can have me. Nick is yours GOD and I am just borrowing him on this earth, you made me his father to guide him and to show him your greatness. So let me live long enough to guide him to you. Keep this beaten heart pumping for a little while longer, if not for my sake, for a little innocent young mans sake. If something were to happen to me, it would alter his life for ever. If I have done things in this lifetime to warrant such a sickened body, then punish me until you see fit, but please do not punish YOUR "other" son Nick.

Well Epoman I think your prayer worked.

 :waving;
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Post by: Epoman on December 08, 2006, 09:33:53 PM
Well last night my "A-Fib" stopped on it's own after 5 days.  :( I am happy it stopped but now I am worried when it will come back and if it will last that long again. I am still going to go see my cardiologist (again) for advice. Thanks for all the warm thoughts. Just thought I would update everyone and let them know my heart is back to normal rhythm for now.  :-[

- Epoman

Just quoting myself, this whole a-fib situation has really got me depressed and worried more than I have ever been in my whole life. I can and have handled all the other bullshit, but now we are talking about my heart. That's the last straw, I feel like I don't have much time left with my son and it makes me so sad, but not sad for me, but sad knowing that my son will cry so much and feel such a loss, since him and I are so close. Why should such a small person have to feel such pain at such a young age? Why GOD?

Please GOD if you are watching while I type this (I know you are), please let my son become a man before you take his father, I know he won't be the first or the last to lose a father at such a young age. But please Lord I will do anything, I don't care about myself. I just beg you GOD, let me finish the job you let me start in the first place. Let me raise my son, then after he is an adult you can have me. Nick is yours GOD and I am just borrowing him on this earth, you made me his father to guide him and to show him your greatness. So let me live long enough to guide him to you. Keep this beaten heart pumping for a little while longer, if not for my sake, for a little innocent young mans sake. If something were to happen to me, it would alter his life for ever. If I have done things in this lifetime to warrant such a sickened body, then punish me until you see fit, but please do not punish YOUR "other" son Nick.

Well Epoman I think your prayer worked.

 :waving;

Well sort of, I saw the doc (my regular doctor) today and got my "full" results of my Echo. They said I do have some calcification and my valves are a little stiff and that I do have some fluid around my heart. But overall it's not to bad, considering all the years of dialysis. And that the "pump factor" which is the most important is good.

I asked the doctor to run some "Cultures" to see if I have some kind of infection. I was happy that she spent a lot of time with me and listened to all my worries. So she did order some more blood tests and I had to get stuck 3 times today in my already very sore arm from when I was in ER last week.  :'(

Then to make matters worse, after dialysis last night I had a pain in my broken hip that I have not experienced in years, it has from my hip down to my toes. I took 800mg of Motrin and Tylenol 4, yes not 3 but Tylenol 4, it's more powerful than T3. I had to sleep sitting straight up. The pain is still here today but not as bad as last night.

Lets just say, I have been having a very, very bad past couple of weeks. And I am trying to maintain a positive attitude, but it is very hard. So I ask that those that pray and believe in GOD, please add me to your prayers. And to those that already have been, thank you so much.

On a brighter note, I am still in normal "Sinus Rhythm" and by BP and pulse have been beating like a clock.  :) But my left hip is really throbbing. I hope it gets better my tomarrow.

- Epoman
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Post by: kitkatz on December 08, 2006, 09:42:15 PM
Epoman, I feel for you.  The worry and stress of the last few weeks cannot be good for you.  My advice: Take it easy, love the wife and kid and just enjoy the holidays.
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Post by: Panda_9 on December 09, 2006, 03:01:53 AM
Try to keep calm and focus on all the other things that are important. I have been getting quite stressed and anxious lately and it just makes it worse. Since I have calmed down a bit the chest pain has eased and the palpitations are minimal. My pulse has also come down from 120+ to around 90-100. No one can tell me why I am tachycardic all the time though  :-\
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Post by: MattyBoy100 on December 09, 2006, 03:21:14 PM
We're all rooting for you here Epoman!   :thumbup;
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Post by: Black on December 09, 2006, 04:02:44 PM
Glad it was mostly good news! :2thumbsup; 

Tylenol 4  :o  Wow!  That has to be some damn mean pain!  Hope that hip gets better fast.

You do so much for us, you are always in my prayers. :cuddle;
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Post by: Epoman on December 09, 2006, 08:15:25 PM
Glad it was mostly good news! :2thumbsup; 

Tylenol 4  :o  Wow!  That has to be some damn mean pain!  Hope that hip gets better fast.

You do so much for us, you are always in my prayers. :cuddle;

Yeah it's strong, however I used to take Tylenol 4 AND Vicodin TOGETHER, man that made me dream while I was awake, but I was in a whole lot less pain.  :thumbup;
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Post by: Epoman on December 21, 2006, 12:52:31 AM
Well just an update,

It has been about 18 days since I was last in A-Fib and my BP and pulse has been good, my rate was getting a little low like in the 40's but I didn't have symptoms with it. I stopped taking my Atenolol (it helps keep my pulse low) because the cardiologist said to stop it unless my pulse goes above 70 since with Atenolol is was getting to low.

My pulse has not been low, it has be steady in high 50's and low 60's and I have been feeling pretty good. And I have had no problems. I have been taking a little less thyroid med so I think it is somehow related to my thyroid, even if my neph disagrees.
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Post by: Joe Paul on December 21, 2006, 01:00:42 AM
Thats great Epoman! We here will continue to keep you and your family in prayer.
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Post by: nextnoel on December 21, 2006, 08:28:54 AM
Glad to hear such a good report, Epoman!   :clap;  My theory is that trip from Goofynina had a little something to do with your improvement!  Talk about "therapeutic"!   :)
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Post by: Sluff on December 21, 2006, 09:19:12 AM
You know that Tito Taco food fight must have kicked started your normal rhythm. :rofl;

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Post by: Epoman on December 21, 2006, 10:45:09 AM
Well just an update,

It has been about 18 days since I was last in A-Fib and my BP and pulse has been good, my rate was getting a little low like in the 40's but I didn't have symptoms with it. I stopped taking my Atenolol (it helps keep my pulse low) because the cardiologist said to stop it unless my pulse goes above 70 since with Atenolol is was getting to low.

My pulse has not been low, it has be steady in high 50's and low 60's and I have been feeling pretty good. And I have had no problems. I have been taking a little less thyroid med so I think it is somehow related to my thyroid, even if my neph disagrees.

Well it looks like I spoke to soon, I am back in A-Fib. I woke up this morning and my BP was 140/115 rate 110 and it is VERY irregular.  :'( It looks like I may be in A-Fib for Christmas, since my last attack lasted 5 days.  :( I am trying to remain calm but this is very upsetting, I went to bed last night FINE! What the hell triggered the A-Fib?  >:(
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Post by: nextnoel on December 21, 2006, 10:49:42 AM
Isn't it obvious?  The tacos wore off!   :(  You should get to Titos Tacos stat!

Seriously, I'm so sorry!  I wish I could make it better!  You're especially in my thoughts and prayers now!
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Post by: Sluff on December 21, 2006, 01:03:23 PM
Sorry to hear that, I wonder if you need to get back on the Atenolol. Just a thought.

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Post by: Bajanne on December 21, 2006, 01:17:52 PM
Hang in there, Epoman!  My prayers and caring thoughts are with you. You will make it through!
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Post by: kitkatz on December 21, 2006, 09:10:29 PM
Epoman, may the Christmas season bring you peace and quiet even in your heart rhythms.  I hope you are already feeling better.
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Post by: Epoman on December 21, 2006, 09:57:01 PM
Well my A-Fib stopped hours ago, luckily. It only lasted about 5 hours, I'm so happy it didn't last days like last time. Thank you all for your kind words. My bp is 110/70 pulse of 55 as of this writing, and beating regular.  :thumbup;
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Post by: tamara on December 21, 2006, 10:04:26 PM
Very good to hear, hope it has settled for a good while this time...................
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Post by: nextnoel on December 22, 2006, 06:06:36 AM
Excellent news!  I hope it continues on! :beer1;
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Post by: Epoman on December 25, 2006, 09:42:39 PM
Well at 2:00am Christmas Day I awoke in A-Fib. :( My son woke up at about 8:00am wanting to open presents but I was REALLY feeling bad, so I told him go lay back down for a little while until I feel better, my son is very understanding of my situation. So he laid back down for a couple of more hours, poor thing. Then we woke up at 10:00am and told me dad I turned the Christmas Tree on and Santa came. Unfortunately I was still in A-Fib, and I video tape him every year, but I was still feeling bad. So I told him give me another hour and at 11:00am I'll get up no matter what. As I said he is very understanding. So at 11:00am I was still sick but I forced myself to get out of bed and video tape him opening his presents. He was very happy with his gifts.

Well it turns out I stayed in A-Fib until 7:00pm for a total of 17 hours. I laid in bed the whole day. So I ruined Christmas for everyone.  :-\ I really hate living like this.  :'(
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Post by: Sluff on December 25, 2006, 09:52:38 PM
It's a rough way to live but It is so cool that your family is so understanding. You are so blessed, I just wish the a-fib and a few other health things would give ya a break.  :-\  :grouphug;
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Post by: okarol on December 25, 2006, 10:01:01 PM
Wow that sucks. No one ever wants to keep their kid from enjoying Christmas morning.
What a great kid you've got.
Some of the best advice I ever read was on another family's page. It was written by the daddy
of a little boy who has since gone on to heaven where there is no cancer. This daddy said to hug and
hold your children every day, to tell them you love them and make sure they know it to be true.
Epokid knows you love him.
I hope you feel better soon E.

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Post by: charee on December 25, 2006, 10:29:19 PM
Sorry to hear your day was bad , but  I'm glad your feeling much better now and you sure do have a great supportive family  :thumbup;
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Post by: angieskidney on December 26, 2006, 12:53:25 AM
I am sorry to hear you didn't have a good Christmas. I hope I haven't added to any stress (wasn't intended) as that is the last thing you needed. Your son is lucky to have such a caring dad who will pull himself out of bed when feeling so crappy. I am sure he can see with that alone just how much you love him.

Our prayers are with you and hope the new year will be better than this one. Wish I had some advice or something but I honestly know nothing about A-fib other than it is heart-related.
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Post by: Lucinda on December 26, 2006, 03:39:20 AM
I am so sorry you didn't have a good Christmas but your little man sounds absolutley terrific.  My father is on dialysis and he has been AFib for about 30 years so I think the chances of seeing your son grow up are extremely high.  Just don't stress about it Epoman because that will aggravate it an make it worse...always did with Dad. Dad had it pretty regularly for the first five years and then after that he had attacks about once a year for two-three hours.  I think he only had one episode the whole of 2006 because he handled his stress better.  You'll be fine.  Dad is 77 now and he has had numerous health problems since he was early 30's but he is still here to tell he tale.  Keep your chin up and remember........don't STRESS!  warmest regards, Cindy.
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Post by: Joe Paul on December 26, 2006, 04:40:19 AM
Sorry Epoman, that your day was ruined. Hoping today you will feel much better.
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Post by: Sluff on December 26, 2006, 05:15:28 AM
I hope today brings better news. 
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Post by: nextnoel on December 26, 2006, 07:36:59 AM
Hope you're feeling better and had a Merry non-afib Christmas! :grouphug;
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Post by: nextnoel on December 26, 2006, 09:08:38 AM
Please excuse the awkward way I put my thoughts in the last post; sometimes I think my brain goes to The Twilight Zone.  What I meant was, after the rotten 17 hours had passed, there was still some Christmas left, and any good Christmas time is better than none at all, soI hope that part was merry for you! 

I'm sure you didn't ruin Christmas for everyone - remember, they're happy to have you with them, and there's not any present or celebration in the world that would be the least bit as good if you weren't around! :grouphug;

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Post by: paris on December 26, 2006, 06:27:34 PM
Christmas is more than just the 25th. Your Christmas spirit shines bright and your son is the fine young man he is because of your spirit.  Merry Christmas, Epoman :santahat;
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Post by: kitkatz on December 26, 2006, 06:48:00 PM
I know your son just enjoyed having Christmas Day with you no matter how you felt.  I remember one year being so sick on Christmas Day, then waking up around 8p.m. after being so sick, and sitting with my Mom in the livingroom, and watching a Christmas movie that was on TV. She fed me soup and crackers and I got to stay up until near midnight with her.  Just a fond memeory I have.  Your son will have good memories of the Christmas time becasue you tried to make it special.
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Post by: Epoman on December 26, 2006, 07:08:18 PM
Thanks guys, I know he still enjoyed Christmas. But I always think how much better a husband or father I could be if I was not sick, I really hate myself and I hate the fact that I am going to cause so much emotional trauma to my wife and son when I die. No A-Fib so far today, but it takes a little while to recouperate after a near day of being in A-Fib. Now I have one more thing to deal with in my life and I am not looking forward to living like this, constantly wondering "when" will I go back into A-Fib and will this be the time I stay "IN" A-Fib. I know, I know I have a lot of blessings but I can only take so much. Let me take a moment to feel sorry for myself, shall I?

13 Years of Kidney Disease/Dialysis (straight, no transplant).
Severe Osteoporosis.
2 Broken Hips (5 years, metal pins holding me together).
Thyroid Cancer Survivor(thyroid removed).
Left Vocal Cord cut due to Thyroid surgery.
Confined to wheelchair almost 6 years.
Enlarged Heart.
High Blood Pressure 10+ Years.
Chronic A-Fib Sufferer.
3 Mallory-Weiss Tears.
Teeth ruined due to PTH levels.

Shall I go on? There's a few more things but I am to depressed to go on.  :'( Sorry, I usually don't go around feeling sorry for myself, but even I have my breaking points. Sorry.  :-\

- Epoman
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Post by: goofynina on December 26, 2006, 07:16:15 PM
Did you ever watch Laverne and Shirley,  remember when one of them were down the other would sing...

  ;musicalnote;  Just what makes that little ol' ant
think he can move that rubber tree plant
doesnt he know an ant      cant        move a rubber tree plant
cuz he's got HIGH HOPES, he's got HIGH HOPES, he's got
HIGH APPLE PIE in the SKY HOPES ;musicalnote;

Boss, i am at a loss for words and the only thing i can think of is to say something stupid to try and get a smile out of you.  I cant imagine going through all you have gone through and still have ANY motivation to do anything else in life.   You are an inspiration to so many (especially me) and you do so much for so many and expect so little in return.  You rant as much as you want Boss,  but remember, no matter what, WE ARE ALWAYS HERE TO LISTEN   :grouphug;
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Post by: kitkatz on December 26, 2006, 07:18:18 PM
I have no idea what to tell you to help make it all better.  I do understand some of it though.  I do understand being too sick to really enjoy what the kids are doing on holidays and birthdays.  As a parent you want everything to be perfect.  You would love to be up and at them early in the monring and do everything.  Illness makes you stop and really get to the undercore of things.  The undercore that is love and togetherness that makes a family a family!  My girls grew up with Mom being sick from kidney failure from around your son's age onward. I know they remember the good times with me.  I know your son has only known you as sick Dad, but to him you are just Dad, health problems and all. He does not separate the illness from Dad.  He loves the entire package of Dad.  
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Post by: Sluff on December 26, 2006, 08:01:38 PM
I have just the thing to cheer you up but unfortunately I can't show it to you here. Oh well what the hell here ya go.
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Post by: Epoman on December 26, 2006, 08:40:32 PM
I have just the thing to cheer you up but unfortunately I can't show it to you here. Oh well what the hell here ya go.

Still waiting for it to strip. What's with the 'G' rated crap?  ;D
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Post by: okarol on December 26, 2006, 09:06:45 PM
(http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a80/CFseXybaBi780/stripper.gif)
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Post by: goofynina on December 26, 2006, 09:17:01 PM
Okarol, that one is gonna cheer him up allrighty,  i know it cheered me up :P  lol ::)
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Post by: Epoman on December 26, 2006, 09:17:25 PM
(http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a80/CFseXybaBi780/stripper.gif)

HAHA! That's more like it. I NEVER expected that from you okarol.  :thumbup;
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Post by: kitkatz on December 26, 2006, 09:21:26 PM
Oh my!
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: goofynina on December 26, 2006, 09:23:05 PM
Ladies and Gentlemen, let's give it up to Okarol  :clap; :clap; :clap;  WOOHOOOO, you go girl!!!   You cheered the Boss up  :2thumbsup; :2thumbsup; :2thumbsup;
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Epoman on December 26, 2006, 09:23:15 PM
Oh my!

Tell me about it.

 ;musicalnote; "It's gettin hot in herre"  ;musicalnote;
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Sluff on December 27, 2006, 06:27:01 AM
Then you wonder why you go into A-Fib.
Title: Re: A-FIB Anyone? Well I have it! And I am pissed. A-Fib, A Definitive Guide
Post by: Joe Paul on December 27, 2006, 10:33:56 AM
 :popcorn;