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Dialysis Discussion => Dialysis: General Discussion => Topic started by: KICKSTART on August 14, 2009, 02:10:01 PM

Title: HA !
Post by: KICKSTART on August 14, 2009, 02:10:01 PM

To think the other week i wrote how i couldnt understand how a woman could choose death over dialysis , well today i fully understand. i cant write now , i cant even speak, im so traumatized over the way i have been treated today. If i can find the strength i will post tomorrow but right now i wish the ground would swallow me up. I need to be with my dogs , i need to hug them  i need the strength to get through till tomorrow. KS

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Post by: Darthvadar on August 14, 2009, 02:46:06 PM

KS...

I'm SO sorry to hear that you've been traumatised in this way... I'm thinking of how my mum was treated in a similar manner...

Enjoy your time of peace with your pawed people (no better people to chill out with!)...

May God bless and protect you...

Love...

Darth....

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Post by: okarol on August 14, 2009, 02:48:19 PM

Ok I am officially worried.
KS - I don't have your emergency contact info so I can't even call you.
Please send me a PM when you can.
I hope you are okay, dear friend.  :cuddle;

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Post by: paris on August 14, 2009, 02:55:14 PM

Kickstart, I hate that this is happening.  We are all worried and concerned.  You have had a very hard time lately.  Sending you love and soft hugs   :cuddle;

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Post by: Hanify on August 14, 2009, 03:57:52 PM

Sorry for swearing but it's just shit!  Thinking of you.

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Post by: KICKSTART on August 15, 2009, 12:19:23 AM

Another terrible night will get back when i can and update you.

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Post by: YLGuy on August 15, 2009, 01:18:54 AM

I am sorry. It has to get better soon.  I am still fairly new to this site compared to many.  Does anyone have Kickstart's cell number to call?  If you do, please do so.  A friendly voice can be so much more comforting than all the kind words that are posted here.  Until then please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you.   :grouphug;

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Post by: Darthvadar on August 15, 2009, 01:33:39 AM

KS...

I'm thinking of, and praying for you... I've never forgotten the help and reassurance you gave me when I was climbing the walls with worry about Mum...

I hope you're soon feeling much better.... Gawd, I hate this disease and the trauma it causes... Even more, I hate the Healthcare system, and some of the individuals who deliver it... The attitude of the professionals can make or break a life!...

May God bless and protect you...

Love...

Darth....

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Post by: twirl on August 15, 2009, 04:38:30 AM

find the strength
and you will be back hugging your dogs and feeling their love
hold on

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Post by: Bajanne on August 15, 2009, 08:29:00 AM

Please know that you are a very valued member of our family :grouphug; and our caring thoughts are with you all the way.  Find strength from our love for you.

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Post by: KICKSTART on August 15, 2009, 09:30:02 AM

Still not well enough to post , back to the hospital tomorrow for more torture (for thats how i see it) Will do a post when i can, to tell you what they have put me through .......

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Post by: peleroja on August 15, 2009, 10:43:11 AM

We're all thinking about you and wishing you good things.  I'm sending warm fuzzies to tide you over until everything gets better.   :cuddle;

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Post by: rose1999 on August 15, 2009, 10:46:32 AM

Reach out and hold our hands  :grouphug;

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Post by: monrein on August 15, 2009, 12:44:47 PM

Thinking about you Kickstart and wishing you weren't going through these bad times.  :cuddle;

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Post by: Romona on August 15, 2009, 12:56:07 PM

 :grouphug;

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Post by: kitkatz on August 15, 2009, 10:28:37 PM

Tie a knot in that rope, and hang on with your teeth if you have to. Also take to knocking heads around to get the right treatment you need!  :Kit n Stik;

Know we care!  :grouphug; :grouphug; :grouphug; :grouphug;

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Post by: mikey07840 on August 15, 2009, 11:06:42 PM

hang in there....  :grouphug;

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Post by: willowtreewren on August 16, 2009, 07:44:29 AM

Be strong KS!

Thinking of you.

 :grouphug;

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Post by: greco02 on August 16, 2009, 08:32:21 AM

Don't know anything about the UK but isn't there an advocacy system of some sort that could be called to help KS out in any way?  Something?  Anything?  Cause all we can do from here is extend our virtual hugs and positive thoughts...

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Post by: kitkatz on August 16, 2009, 02:37:52 PM

Nothing, I mean nothing is fun about dialysis access and the surgery to go with it. I remember the first access I had. It was in the groin area.  In addition the hospital gave me no information on dialysis. I called membership services and they asked me "didn't you get the welcome packet from the dialysis nurse?"  Well I answered:"Hell no!"  They remembered to send one to me two days later.  Sigh. Sometimes they forget you are in a new position and scared out of your wits.   :grouphug;

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Post by: Darthvadar on August 16, 2009, 02:45:26 PM

Hi KS...

How did today go???...

 :grouphug; :grouphug; :grouphug;,

Darth...

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Post by: Goofy on August 16, 2009, 04:17:31 PM

KS, hang in there.  You've gotten this far and I can only pray that each day will get better.

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Post by: KICKSTART on August 16, 2009, 07:16:22 PM

Its 3 AM  and i cant sleep but i got through today . I will post tomorrow (well later today!) and update you.  MY pc seems to be tired tonight and is on a go slow .

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Post by: okarol on August 16, 2009, 10:11:05 PM

Hi Kickstart,
I hope you've gotten some rest.
xoxoxox
 :grouphug;

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Post by: rose1999 on August 16, 2009, 10:17:06 PM

Still thinking of you  :cuddle;