I don’t mind spiders either, we had once one in our kitchen hiding behind the washing-machine and every time the washing was spinning, the little spider came running from behind the washing-machine, every time the same route. We affectionately called him “Charly” & we thought he was quite eccentric. We have no idea what he lived on because we keep it very clean.
ANd i fear what Restorer fears :-( It's sad because in my head i know it's irrational as well, but my heart and my physical reactions are not understanding that ..they fear anywaywow,, did that make ANY sence and as many times as i use that "embarassed" smilie, i fear i wont find it the next time i need to use it... yea! i got issues.
"I know that feeling.. I have what I call a paranoid voice in the back of my head. It tends to get me in trouble, as it tells me scenarios of how people who obviously care about me may have an alternative agenda. I always think that people are looking at me and judging, and some of that is because I'm quiet and shy around people I don't really know"
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