Thanks so much! Yes, I think I fully grok the title, not looking forward to it but the best alternative at the moment.
Had a fistula placed in January and dialysis is looking kind of inevitable at this point; my mother was on it for over 25 years.
So while I really am apprehensive about curtailing my active lifestyle--hard to raft a river on dialysis, I suppose--overall I know about the details of how it works and the results.