Cass, Jeannea, PrimeTimer, SooMK, you guys are the best. Your support and well wishes really mean a lot. I think this whole fluid around the heart and infections are much more serious than how I was taking it. I mean they had to write a major deviation to their protocol that they spent a lot of time on, because they feel it's in my best interest. Also today, one of the doctors asked me today if this recent experience made me feel different about the trial...like if I had any regrets. To me it was a strange question, because I felt mostly fine before I went to the hospital, and I feel fine now. But I guess he wouldn't have asked that if it wasn't serious. Of course my answer was no. Since I'm off the cellcept and my rapamune dose is almost zero at this point, my cell counts have done a complete 180 in 36 hours. Quite incredible really. My kidney biopsy is this Wednesday, hopefully they get the secondary reading faster than they did last time so I can stop it all together. At least some good can come of this for future patients. I may have shown that if you have full chimerism and no signs of GVHD, it might actually be riskier to stay on these drugs for a whole year. This could potentially shorten the process, so that it's done in 6 months instead of a year. Ironically I have been telling them since April, "You know, September 26th is my 30th birthday, it would be nice if you guys could have me off the drugs by them." I've said it so much they are probably sick of it. But now, it looks as if they are going to meet that deadline!