Don't know of anybody doing Hemo dialysis likes the needles. I know of some who have a phobia of them, but they hang with it. Not judging you, just saying! It is your choice and of course, we will support what ever decision you make.
Can you not do PD? It doesnt require needles, except for when they need lab work done. You might look in to that for an option. It is actuallly a great modality!
God Bless,
lmunchkin