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This will be me...... Next spring.... I earned it.

« on: March 11, 2011, 05:57:01 PM »

  I think I am coming out of my depression..... I am really feeling like I want to go and do things.... lately....   I am not tired anymore... I am feeling great now....   for the past year  I think I was  very depressed...  we all have our ups and downs  but I think this CKD   really  hit me hard....  maybe it still is.... but I am not dealing with it and I accept it.... I am glad that I am getting excited about doing things again....  even my family has noticed..
I think I see life differently now.....   I am spending time thinking about all the things I havnt dont and want to ... and I am starting to do some of them.....  This weekend  I am going to the NW Fly Tying event here in ORegon.....  well its not for everyone but I want to learn to tye flies.. so I am going....  I want to learn to make lace by hand....  thats a lost art....   I saw honey bees today.....and well  I know it spring now...  which makes me smile....and that is what is important in life......  I want to smile everyday.....
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IgA Nephropathy   April 2009
CKD    May 2009
AV Fistula  June 2009
In-Center Dialysis   Sept 2009
Nxstage    Feb 2010
Extended Nxstage March 2011

Transplant Sept 2, 2011

  Hello from the Oregon Coast.....

I am learning to live close to the lives of my friends without ever seeing them. No miles of any measurement can separate your soul from mine.
- John Muir

The clearest way into the Universe is through a forest wilderness.
- John Muir
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My two beautifull granddaughters

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« Reply #1 on: March 11, 2011, 07:10:40 PM »

 :grouphug;

I have walked those dark halls, and found some light. I'm glad you are getting there.  :thumbup;

Planning any camping trips? Or travel. Come to TN! We'll have a devil of a revel!
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 :cuddle; Aleta  :cuddle;
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Wife to Carl, who has PKD.
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Carl transplanted with cadaveric kidney, February 3, 2011. :)
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« Reply #2 on: March 11, 2011, 07:11:50 PM »

What a wonderful post!! :yahoo;
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"Eggs are so inadequate, don't you think?  I mean, they ought to be able to become anything, but instead you always get a chicken.  Or a duck.  Or whatever they're programmed to be.  You never get anything interesting, like regret, or the middle of last week."
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« Reply #3 on: March 11, 2011, 07:31:42 PM »

 :thumbup; tyefly!!  Hubby has had a terrible time with depression this winter also but he is feeling much better now too!!
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« Reply #4 on: March 11, 2011, 08:18:23 PM »

Thats so good to hear tye,,,,  makes me very happy ...  Im so glad the 'fog' is, or has lifted  :2thumbsup;
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« Reply #5 on: March 12, 2011, 03:07:40 AM »

Tyefly glad things are seemingly brighter...I have been feeling the same way too! I feel a lot happier then I have in awhile....
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Born with autosomal recessive polycystic kidney disease
1995 - AV Fistula placed
Dec 7, 1999 cadaver transplant saved me from childhood dialysis!
10 transplant years = spleenectomy, gall bladder removed, liver biopsy, bone marrow aspiration.
July 27, 2010 Started dialysis for the first time ever.
June 21, 2011 2nd kidney nonrelated living donor
September 2013 Liver Cancer tumor.
October 2013 Ablation of liver tumor.
Now scans every 3 months to watch for new tumors.
Now Status 7 on the wait list for a liver.
How about another decade of solid health?
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Might as well smile

« Reply #6 on: March 12, 2011, 05:11:04 AM »

Nice reading on a Saturday morning.  So glad things are looking up Tyefly.
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Pyelonephritis (began at 8 mos old)
Home haemo 1980-1985 (self-cannulated with 15 gauge sharps)
Cadaveric transplant 1985
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Haemo-dialysis, self care unit June 2008
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Living donor transplant (sister-in law Kathy) Feb. 2009
First failed kidney transplant removed Apr.  2009
Second trx doing great so far...all lab values in normal ranges
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