Welcome to the forum, PatDowns
I know the first introduction is always awkward and feels like it is obligatory, but rest assure that there are many on this forum who would give their shirts off their back to give you emotional, technical and even material support once you get to know them. But you have to start somewhere and give the members an idea of who you are and how you got to where you are, at least as to how it relates to kidney disease.
18 years in-center, wow, that is quite an accomplishment. You are a fighter indeed.
But you know 18 years is not the record around here
Congratulations and hope to read more posts from you.