You know who you are

[KICKSTART]

Why do i come here?
What did i do wrong?
I attend, play by the rules
And yet you still take sadistic pleasure is seeing me suffer
Where is your compassion?
A tiny bit of sympathy
Dont shout at me as i am being sick
Dont tell me i need to stop to get through my treatment
How on earth do i do that?
Ive done all your tests
Is it my fault i have not had any treatment yet?
Dont look down your nose at me because i cant stay
Its not my fault
Dont look the other way
When im sat here in tears , pain and being sick
Dont turn on me when i ask to come off early
Im exhausted , havent slept for days
I have no servants at home to do my daily tasks
If you have pmt or dont want to be here
Then take the day off
You can ..i cant.
Is this not punishment enough
That i have to come here day after day
Year after year
Why do you want to add to that ?
Why am i supposed to be superhuman?
Why am i not supposed to feel pain?
Not ask questions and certainly not complain
I walk a walk of shame if i come off early
Glared at , not spoken to
Ive come to the conclusion im not that bothered about what you say
No transplant for me , so does it really matter?
Im only treading water
Till those i love are gone
Then i can rest my weary head
No more of your moods for me
No more sharp tongue
Till then i will do as best i can
But if its not good enough for you
It wont cause you sleepless nights
You just come in here to do a job
Tell me im not right .

[Riki]

 

[Jean]

Good one KS. I know that comes from your heart. Sorry.

[galvo]

Wonderful KS!

[MooseMom]

I wish you'd post a copy of that in your clinic...

[carson]

wow....that brought tears to my eyes...

[kellyt]

Should be a poster in everyone's dialysis clinic.   

[KICKSTART]

I wrote that after a week of rough treatments, no sympathy from the nurses. I wish i could post it ,but it would be too obvious who wrote it and i bet it wouldnt stay up 5 mins, it would show the nurses up too much !