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« Reply #250 on: February 12, 2011, 05:53:19 AM »

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« Reply #251 on: February 12, 2011, 03:31:31 PM »

Frustrated, scared and b!tchy.

Perhaps tomorrow will be better.

 ;D
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« Reply #252 on: February 13, 2011, 05:12:26 AM »

Concerned.

I made my son go skiing with the Boy Scouts.  He likes Ski Club at his school and he likes Boy Scouts, but for some reason he did not want to go on today's ski adventure with the scouts.  I made him go, and now I'm worried about him having a good time!  Because I'm not nearly as active as I'd like to be, I worry that my 13 year old son does way too much sitting around playing video games and such.  I think if I felt better we'd all be out doing more activities!  So I tend to make him go do things sometimes.  Usually he has a good time and is glad he went....usually.....
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« Reply #253 on: February 13, 2011, 02:07:32 PM »


Very emotional and overwhelmed.

Today 40 years ago on Saturday 13th February 1971 my landlady found me in a coma.
 
I was lucky that she came home because usually she stayed in her other house in the countryside
for the whole weekend, but on this occasion she came back to her townhouse on Saturday,
looked into my room, found me to be in a coma and called the ambulance.

I was in kidney failure. I don’t know for how long I was in a coma (I never asked),
but I remember that I was discharged from hospital between the end of April
and beginning of May 1971 after my kidney function had “recovered” to 5%.

My life was in a blur. I was on the transplant list but the waiting list was 10 years and
survival on Dialysis was only 5 years. I panicked because I did not know how long my kidneys could hold on.

They are still with me but for the past 40 years I never knew when they would stop to function
and I had to plan my life accordingly.

Now my kidneys are failing again, they only functuin 10-12%, no Dialysis yet - and again I hope for a miracle.
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« Reply #254 on: February 14, 2011, 04:52:09 AM »

Believe me . . . you wouldn't want to be in the same room as me. 

I don't even want to be in the same room with me. 
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Brother Passed away - 1990 - Liver Disease
Diagnosed w/ Polycystic Kidney Disease - 1998
Mother passed away - Feb. 1999 - PKD
Sister passed away - Feb. 2006 - PKD
AV Fistula / Upper Left Arm - September 2009
Father passed away - September 2009
In-Center Hemo Dialysis - April 2010
Broken Knee Cap - January 2015
Diagnosed w/ A-Fib October 2017
Surgery to repair Hiatal Hernia 2018
Multiple Fistula Grams / Angioplasty's since then!


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« Reply #255 on: February 14, 2011, 05:17:48 AM »

agitatied, bored, restless......
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« Reply #256 on: February 14, 2011, 06:28:18 AM »

Good..
I got a PM from someone i was worried about.
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« Reply #257 on: February 15, 2011, 05:53:07 AM »

today is pretty good so far.  My mood, mellow.
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« Reply #258 on: February 15, 2011, 09:50:45 AM »

I'm happy.  I enjoyed some fairly sensible conversations with delinquent teenagers whilst at work this morning.  Now I'm jigging along to my current favourite album (Brandon Flowers) and will soon be cooking my Blokey a vaguely Mexican tea.  Then we're toddling off to the cinema to see the film Paul.

Life is grand today. And I don't work Wednesday's so tomorrow will be even grander.

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« Reply #259 on: February 15, 2011, 02:31:08 PM »

Not good. 3 kids sick at home with the flu :(
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Diagnosed with Polycystic Kidney Disease at age 19.
Renal Failure at age 38 (2010) came about 2 hrs close to dying. Central line put in an emergency.
Began dialysis on Aug 15, 2010.
Creatine @ time of dialysis: 27. I almost died.
History of High Blood Pressure
I have Neuropathy and Plantar Fasciitis in My Feet
AV Fistula created in Nov. 2011, still buzzing well!
Transplanted in April, 2013. My husband and I participated in the Living Donor paired exchange program. I nicknamed my kidney "April"
Married 18 yrs,  Mom to 3 kids to twin daughters (One that has PKD)  and a high-functioning Autistic son
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« Reply #260 on: February 19, 2011, 02:37:33 PM »

Life is good!  :bandance; I am happy, feeling much better, eating well and my hubby arrives for a visit today. Life is good!
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« Reply #261 on: February 19, 2011, 03:20:30 PM »

Mostly good today.  Regular family kind of day - groceries, haitcuts, Boy Scouts.  Life is good!
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« Reply #262 on: February 19, 2011, 03:55:11 PM »

Not very happy. My wash machine broke last weekend, I spent two thousand dollars replacing the washer/dryer set. I had flooding in my basement from a recent major thaw and my kids were supposed to go to their grandparents overnight so my hubby and I could have a night alone and my Mom got sick so that got kaboshed. It's not been a good week right from last Sunday. If anything else happens, I might scream LOL :rant;
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Diagnosed with Polycystic Kidney Disease at age 19.
Renal Failure at age 38 (2010) came about 2 hrs close to dying. Central line put in an emergency.
Began dialysis on Aug 15, 2010.
Creatine @ time of dialysis: 27. I almost died.
History of High Blood Pressure
I have Neuropathy and Plantar Fasciitis in My Feet
AV Fistula created in Nov. 2011, still buzzing well!
Transplanted in April, 2013. My husband and I participated in the Living Donor paired exchange program. I nicknamed my kidney "April"
Married 18 yrs,  Mom to 3 kids to twin daughters (One that has PKD)  and a high-functioning Autistic son
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« Reply #263 on: February 20, 2011, 10:29:09 AM »

I spent two thousand dollars replacing the washer/dryer set.
Yikes!  That's a lot of money!  Hope that next week is more enjoyable for you.

I am ... *ponders* ... very tired.  And slightly hungry.  And quite content.

 ;D
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« Reply #264 on: February 20, 2011, 02:25:09 PM »

Relieved. Had different nurse cannulate me for haemo run and all okay.
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Diagnosed PKD 1967, age 8
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« Reply #265 on: February 20, 2011, 03:18:25 PM »

Annoyed with Mother Nature for teasing us.
 4 days ago, we had 55 degree weather and all 19 inches of the snow from the giant storm melted.  It looked like spring was already here. 
Within the last 4 hours though, my sprawling green lawn between the buildings in my complex looks like this.....
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« Reply #266 on: February 20, 2011, 05:59:55 PM »

Really down today.  Just feel like it is ALL so pointless!
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« Reply #267 on: February 21, 2011, 07:08:53 AM »

Thanks, Poppy :grouphug; Hope you're having a good day! Today is going good so far-its a holiday, family day here in Canada :bandance; :thumbup; :canadaflag;
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Diagnosed with Polycystic Kidney Disease at age 19.
Renal Failure at age 38 (2010) came about 2 hrs close to dying. Central line put in an emergency.
Began dialysis on Aug 15, 2010.
Creatine @ time of dialysis: 27. I almost died.
History of High Blood Pressure
I have Neuropathy and Plantar Fasciitis in My Feet
AV Fistula created in Nov. 2011, still buzzing well!
Transplanted in April, 2013. My husband and I participated in the Living Donor paired exchange program. I nicknamed my kidney "April"
Married 18 yrs,  Mom to 3 kids to twin daughters (One that has PKD)  and a high-functioning Autistic son
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« Reply #268 on: February 21, 2011, 10:25:50 AM »

Bored. I HATE having to tip toe around while everyone sleeps. I feel like I live in a darn library
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« Reply #269 on: February 24, 2011, 07:09:58 AM »

I feel like I live in a darn library
I would love to live in a library!

I feel ... um ... *shrug*

We're off to see Spamalot this evening.  I don't actually like Monty Python.  By the time I get home I'll either be so bored that I'll be completely ready for my bed, or I'll be totally psyched and desperate to watch some MP.  I'm actually hoping it's the former.

 ;D

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sometimes i take pictures (me, on flickr)

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« Reply #270 on: February 24, 2011, 10:59:37 AM »

HAPPY that the cold weather is finally gone!  85 degrees!  Nice and sunny and warm. 

SAD, that I have to work inside an office w/ NO window!!!!!!!!!

So, I guess I break even!  :yahoo;
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Brother Passed away - 1990 - Liver Disease
Diagnosed w/ Polycystic Kidney Disease - 1998
Mother passed away - Feb. 1999 - PKD
Sister passed away - Feb. 2006 - PKD
AV Fistula / Upper Left Arm - September 2009
Father passed away - September 2009
In-Center Hemo Dialysis - April 2010
Broken Knee Cap - January 2015
Diagnosed w/ A-Fib October 2017
Surgery to repair Hiatal Hernia 2018
Multiple Fistula Grams / Angioplasty's since then!


Hating Dialysis since Day 1 and everyday since then!!!!  :)
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« Reply #271 on: February 24, 2011, 03:34:57 PM »

Frustrated! Bought some new CDs, loaded them onto my computer and now can't get them across to my iPod. I hate being technically challenged!
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« Reply #272 on: February 24, 2011, 03:42:55 PM »

Better than it has been for awhile!
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« Reply #273 on: February 25, 2011, 02:08:33 AM »

Excited  :bandance;
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« Reply #274 on: February 25, 2011, 06:09:06 AM »

Excited  :bandance;
Oooh, why?!

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Everything was beautiful, and nothing hurt.
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