Oh dear Rerun! What a shame! I was 45 before I started to enjoy ballet. I can remember when it just went click! when I watched "Ghost Dances" and I suddenly realised what I'd been missing for years. As for the Nutcracker, I saw it near to a Christmas ten years ago at the Bolshoi theatre in Moscow. I found it beautiful and exhilarating, so much so I wept.The Messiah is such an emotional work it leaves me breathless. And I'm not a believer. I would have thought Christians would find even more in the work than I do.Give it another try, Rerun. I bet you didn't care much for the first beer you drank, but learnt to enjoy it. Same with ballet.