Today, (Aug. 5th) was the two month anniversary of my first treatment at home. Before I started at home, I had a lot of hopes and expectations for home hemodialysis, and I must say, IT HAS NOT LET ME DOWN! Sure, it's a lot of work and responsibility, but hell, that's what I wanted anyway. I'm responsible for my own care and my own health, and instead of the machine controlling me, I'm controlling the machine. There have been some bad days on NxStage, and I know there will be more. But I just take the bad days when they come, do what needs to be done to correct the problem(s), and move on. My physical health has improved considerably as well. My labs are good, and since I started using the NxStage, I've only had to go to the ER twice (one was for an access problem, and the other was for a bad reaction to a med that I'd just started. When I was in-centre, it seemed like I was going to the ER once every two weeks (one time I had to go two days in a row). I thank everyone who's given me support over these last six months, even through my darkest days in-centre). You've all become like a second family to me. Take care everyone.Adam