Wait.. your hb was 15.6?!! That seems a little high to me for some reason.. even for a "normal" person I thought 15 or so was at the higher end of normal.
I agree with 2 of the points above:
1. re-test (which it seems you did
) when over a cold or something
2. try to not panic over every little number. I know - I can talk - I get anxious prior to every clinic visit and labs.. but it's more for the "big" numbers - which at this point is basically the creatanine. If that is stable, the others will shift around a fair bit as you see. Perhaps your guide in this case should be less about the specific number, and more as to how you feel energy wise (that may not be related to a cold or something at the time). If you feel extra drained over a period of time, then sure get checked out, but otherwise... try not to panic. 11.5 is still acceptable.
When I had my tx I started off at like 7.1 or something, and they declared if it got below 7 they'd transfuse me - which I strongly resisted. Luckily the more senior doctors agreed, and agreed to wait on it as it is apparently common in the first few months post-tx to go from low and slowly build up, and apparently this process can continue up to a few YEARS out in some cases. So slowly I went up 7.5, 8, 9, etc. My last one was my highest ever - 13.6 (well 136 in our numbers, but same thing) and that's beautiful. A bit of a surprise as sometimes I don't feel like i have some energy, but that's just the way it is.
If your kidney function is good, and the major indicators like your K, Ca, PTH and so on levels are OK then I think you're probably doing OK.
finally to the point about your fellow patient's fight. transplantation is "risky" but then again so is staying on dialysis as we all know. Let's face it - kidney disease is a biatch whichever way you look at it and every day we're doing OK really is a gift because as many of us know from experience, or what we've seen ourselves, you just do not know what is around the corner. So, try to worry less about the hb, and enjoy this day with your kidney gift. Treat yourself. Go for a swim, or run (I know you like to keep active
) or whatever.. heck, enjoy an ice cream or something that reminds you how wonderful it is to have these relative freedoms - I do - because unfortunately there are no guarantees with CKD. Life's short. Make the most of it. That's what I try and do