Thanks for the replies, to be honest that was kind of what I thought you might say!
That's really interesting jeannea, I was never told that but will def ask next time.
Thanks for replying monrein, I know what a traveller you are and so if you say no that really makes me think no!! I would NEVER want to do anything to jeopardise my kidney so maybe this one is a no go.
Cariad - thanks for your advise too. Wow Lariam sounds pretty scary! That's brilliant that you did it and I guess you're right about the travel insurance.
Well it was just a thought and although I feel slightly gutted I cant just go for it like I could of done before all this I know that's a tiny price to pay and I do remind myself everyday how lucky I really am. And you are right monrein there will be lots of other great opportunities out there I am sure which aren't so risky.
Thanks again all of you, I am off to bed now!
Lou x x