I agree with Cariad! I believe that just coming to IHD has helped you to open up a little! Letting this out is probably the best therapy possible! We may not have the answers you seek, but we do have a safe place for you to express your feeling! We are all so very sorry for what you are going through! It can't be easy! But Glitter, know that we all love and care for you and we always have the ears to listen!
Keeping you & Jamie in our thoughts & prayers,
lmunchkin