Richard, your feelings about that other transplant patient receiving two kidneys while you are still waiting on the first are so completely normal. It's lovely that you are able to come to a place that you are happy for him. I generally have to fake "I'm so delighted for you" for a long time before I genuinely feel that way. I'm sure he is a lovely person, but we want YOU to get the call. October is fast upon us, so here's hoping....