Welcome Richard. Seven kids, wow that's pretty impressive! In a way I guess you're 'lucky' compared to some of use because you started dialysis later in life so it didn't stop you from achieving many things and enjoying a good part of your life. I'm only 29 and already two years on dialysis and there are others younger than me around here who have had to battle kidney disease as long as they can remember. I realise it's difficult for you to feel lucky at this point, but as you say, now that you've joined IHD.com, it's a team sport, and you've got the ball