Panic Attacks back

[KICKSTART]

Thanks to that doctor putting the fear of god into me about needing that Urgent Emergency Op on wednesday, my panic attacks are back . Oh dear god what next ? Every little gripe , every bit of wind, every little twinge has now got me having a panic attack. What if i have got it ? what if i have to go back and face that doctor? Ive been fine on hemo today , got them to check my temp , it was normal , its just now im sat here at home alone , everything little thing thats going on inside feels like x 10 , you know a bit of wind build up or something . I think im one step away from a break down to be honest .

[Stoday]

Urgent Emergency Op on Wednesday, but now you're OK?

You don't need to worry, clearly your guardian angel is looking after you.

[Sunny]

Who can blame you for being overly anxious after what you went through this week. Cut yourself a little slack, you are handling this situation far better than many could in similar situations. Hang in there Kickstart.

[MissyKew]

Kickstart, you are not the one in the wrong here, the doc is in the wrong.  Take a deep breath.  Come on, you are brave you know, look what you have gotten through!

[RightSide]

Kickstart,
you're having a kind of post-traumatic stress disorder. 

As time goes on, it will fade.

In the meantime, just remember:  No panic attack, no matter how severe, can ever put you on that "stairway to heaven."  The bark is much worse than the bite!