Hi my name is Denise. My friends call me "Sugarfree" because I've been diabetic since I was 7. I am now 29 years old. I've been on hemo dialysis for six months now. I am happily married to the love of my life but we didn't have kids when we had the opportunity. So we have two lovely dogs now. I've had more bad days than good lately. I am currently on donor list for a kidney/pancreas transplant. I give great pep talks, but it seems that I'm the one who needs them more nowadays. My fistula never matured so I'm looking at another operation to bring it closer to the surface. I don't really know how I feel about that. That's me right now.