Is this my life? Am I missing some obvious cosmic message? I just have to ask my self. Things that make you go Hum mm?
Ha, I'm still looking and 'paying close attention'.
Did I miss the boat some where along the way!
Or is it all some cosmic joke!
Still sorting it all out.
Overall, am close enough age wise, to maybe find out directly.
Kidding aside, am a firm believer that over the rainbow somewhere, there is a Big BOSS that's watching for how it all turns out.
is that the welcome home sign I see
http://www.thetalker.org/archives/448/55-talker-hagelin-consciousness-god-and-universe/