I think it is great the way you have started this.
As we all know dialysis isn't fun, and sometimes we just feel like getting everything off our chest. I myself am on hemo and have been for 2.5years. Frankly I have had enough. I know others have been on for longer, and I envy your strength. Sometimes I really get pissed off when everyone assumes you are feeling o.k. just because you don't show any signs of being sick, and don't look like you are sick, even though you went flat, and blood pressure went low, and really don't feel like doing anything. My friends say "How are you", but then don't even stick around for the answer. Basically no one gives a damm, and don't want to know what really happens at dialysis. I am sorry for going on, but I am having a real bad week. Think I need a holiday
Take care guys.Liz (aussie)