I'm feeling rather devastated.I now know my husband paid my sister donor $10,250 to cover "expenses" for two months disability. $5,000 per month.How many of YOU need $5,000 a month to cover expenses? My husband doesn't even bring home that much. He sold stock in our retirement fund.Suddenly my new excellent kidney doesn't seem like a loving gift anymore. Maybe it's the prednisone affecting me, but I am so hurt. Throughout it all my kidney is a real trooper. It's just that I now feel like I have to bifurcate my feelings about loving my new kidney and knowing my sister was paid to give it to me.