Update

It is wonderful that you feel comfortable enough with us to share your experience. Never hold your thoughts inside, you have to vent to someone. This group helped me before when I was feeling sad about my daughter passing away.

Years ago I felt very stressed and the thought of just driving head on into a semi would cross my mind sometimes and of course this thought would enter my mind when I was driving down the highway. It's rather scary when you see a semi coming toward you and you have to make the decision. Thank God I never did pull in front of them because I really didn't want to die, I subconsciously made myself hold the steering wheel straight and drove a little to the side of the highway. Also I would think of the driver of the semi...why would I put them through such a terrible experience.

We have to remember life is a precious gift. All the people who are on dialysis fighting for their life sometimes daily and here I am a healthy person thinking of ending my life. Thank goodness the higher powers helped us through our stressful time. If I would have gone through with my thoughts I would of not been around to help my daughter, Sarah when she really needed me.

This is the first time I have ever told anybody about that time period.