This is question that I don't want to ask my nurse because she'll get angry with me because I changed the program on my cycler. I hope someone here can give me some insight.I am 5'1 and 130 lbs. I have to fill up 1400 ml for each cycle (8 cycles total) when I dialysize. Lately it has become EXTREMELY uncomfortable having so much fluiid in me. I would have to sit up in order to breath. Couple of nights ago, I was hyperventilating because I couldn't breath. I can only eat a very small amount at dinner so there is room in my belly for the fluid. The discomfort has caused me a lot of sleepless nights.Last night, I changed the filled amount from 1400 ml to 950 ml. The machine automately changed it to 9 cycles instead of 8. In the morning, I had just slightly less amount of output as when I was using 1500 ml. However, I was so much more confortable and had a good night's rest. So what is the reasoning for having to force all the dialysate into your body to point that you are going to explode? Will having less dialysate kill me?