What should I do?

MandaMe,
My husband and I have been in love since I was twenty, 29 years now. Married for twenty of those years. I am here to tell you NO permanent relationship is easy. I cannot begin to tell you how many times I've felt like walking out. I think the worst period in our relationship was when we had two children under the age of five, as you have now. I was exhausted all the time, and I didn't have kidney disease at the time, so I'm thinking it must be even harder for you. If he still loves you, and you still have faith and trust in him, I think you should find a way to work on your relaitonship. I can tell you probably still are in love with him. Love can go a long way, if you each are willing to try. But, I only know what has worked for my relationship with my husband, and you are the only one who truly knows for yourself.